---happiness, thats all i want =)

2008-05-06T02:40:00.002+08:00

thank-you for visiting becca-snow.blogspot.com
we've moved.
please visit becca at thatsbecca.blogspot.com

weird me =)

2007-09-24T02:21:00.000+08:00

went to meet jonie at whitesand's mac to teach him accounting

we chat ~~alot~~ a little..

i told him....

-weird and funny dreams that i had

-facts about becca

he just couldn't stop laughing and couldn't believe..

let me share it with you guys..

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dream no. 1

i dreamt of SR Nathan Singapore's president visit my family and played my violin. he was good at it lor. i even asked him why didnt he go my sister's house.--->a very short dream

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dream no. 2

i dreamt of marc marrying ella (SHE) and he didnt invite me to his wedding. choir Juniors were the ones who informed me. here's the dialog.

choir junior: marcus is marrying ella today

becca: oh. is it.. he didnt inform me.

choir junior: wanna go with us

becca: ok

at the entrance of the church. the bouncer came..

bouncer: your name please

becca: Rebecca wong

bouncer: sorry, you're on the blacklist. you have to go through some security check

after going through the check i saw the bride, ella

becca: gong xi gong xi

ella: HAHA! i'm getting married today.. nani nani poo poo! lalalala

in my mind i was thinking.. this ella damn childish la..

cant remember the ending..

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i have more dreams.. share it the next time..

now!

5 facts about becca

1. i ate a battery when i was young (jonie laughed really loud, really loud)

2. i was from EM3

3. i love to sing =)

4. i really really hate cockroaches

5. i'm a computer idiot

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went to lyndel's birthday..

i concluded. i'm fear of heights.

we went to the abandoned railway track at clementi and BBQ there.

i don't wanna describe it.

i will look for some pictures and post it.

lanhui and i didnt change our position the moment we sat down.

even when the lantern was on fire and jolin told us to stand up and move. we didn't move our butt at all.

if april were there she will scream.

i'm sure.

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i should be packing my bag for tml's camp..

haha.. guess i won't be sleeping tonight.

i went to joan peh and felicia chin's blog. but tay ping hui's blog, the photos he took really caught my attention

the photos he took in Cambodia were so nice. is it because of the camera or he's really good in photography? hmmm.. i should visit his blog more often.

http://blog.sina.com.cn/zhengbinhui

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working at kumon = using more brain cells of mine

but i don't deny the fact that the kids were cute.

share some of their conversation with you all next time!

i really have to start packing my bag..

jonie! all the best for your paper tml! =)

meet up with rm 3

2007-09-07T01:48:00.000+08:00

finally! my internet is back!

WAHAHAHA

lots of picture for me to blog.
=)
i decided to start posting my laos pictures..
national day pictures ..
class photos ..
from tomorrow onwards
haha

i think i have to take one sup.
intronet was horrible.
all the calculation of sudnet address, subnet mark etc.
i've decided to enjoy myself till 13 september(results day)

went out with room three members.
the meet up before michelle goes to china beijing

had lunch at VA VA VOOM
the food was nice and the price is reasonable gonna go there again!

the only time when we'll stop taking the pictures were the battery is flat, no camera, memory full and time for home.

after all the photo taking we went walk around the area and went to check out the guitar and violin in that area.

head to DOME for some nice coffee..

gonna see michelle and qwee huang soon.. as we'll be sending michelle off on monday morning.. so happen that zhi ping will be flying that morning too.. maybe they will take the same flight! since both are going beijing.. erm~~

good night all..

h

2007-07-18T16:01:00.000+08:00

i'm falling sick very soon.. =/

i wanna have a good rest..
no internet makes things worst.
next week is my quiz week
*i dun wish to fail intronet*

wats wrong with me?
i get pissed off very easily lately..
guess its due to not enough sleep.
hopefully things will get better soon..

go to go home to study and practice violin..
or i'll be dead on sunday..
aza aza go go fighting!!!!!

sorry for delaying the pictures

what have i done?

2007-06-29T16:52:00.000+08:00

"YOU CUT YOUR HAIR?!"

"you cut your hair!"

that was wat i heard most on my first day of school..

YUP! i've cut my hair =)

for 7 seven years i've been having long hair..

want something new..

finally i'm updating my blog..

(cant access to internet except msn and hotmail)

in an eye blink the holidays are over =(
had my phone missing then found again..

haha.. thank-you to mr jay (the person who found my phone, my benefactor)

this post will post a lot photographs..

ARE YOU READY??
YOU MIGHT BE INSIDE! =)

first few..

with red team memebers

games session with them after service at lyndel's chunch

we had..

1.pictionary

2.memory game

3.water drinking competition

4.drinking game(love this game)

went back to siglap for choir and birthday celebration for those april, may, june, july babies

i'm one of them =)

sing with my juniors and had lots of fun with them =)

love them..

the day after i cut my hair i went back to sch for project

so happen that it was johnny's one month anniversary with his gf..

went to get flower with him.. pictures taken outside TM

22 June 2007

MICHELLE'S 19th birthday!!!

had dinner with her and took LOTS of pictures..

didn't post all as.. simply too many.. x)

(mich, i will send u all the pictures)

hope u like the celebration :)

i have guys friend that dun believe that is toilet..

its ladies toilet at century square level 2.. very nice toilet with dressing table and sofa...

saw serene in the toilet.. haha.. wat a small world

23 june'07

LOST PHONE DAY..

i left my phone in the cab..

Mr JAY, my benefactor found it,

called my sister and asked me to get it back from him in the evening..

thank-you nelson and georage for accompanying me to get my phone =)

before getting the phone we went to play dota and CS..

i'm super duper noob in CS..

get killed in average of 10 seconds.

2nd of school (26june'07)

culture and expression outing to the museum..

i love the museum!!!!

didnt take a lot of pictures as its not allowed.. =/

i must go there again..

it change sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!

its very high-tech now..

student only at $5..

i wanna go to the photograpy part!!!

3rd day of school (27june'07)

wanted to celebrate both haz and zhenglong's birthday but haz didnt come ='(

will update the pictures soon.. =)

i left the disk at home =P

4th day of school (28 june'07)

i love my classmates!!!

lessons with them can never be bored again =)

first week of school was not too bad.. i had fun..

next week onwards its gonna be a busy week..

presentations, assignments submission X3..

hopefully i'm able to cope..

Miss Loh i want the photos that we took on the outing with you and ru jiao..

please it to me =D

sunday is WAYNE's 2 years old birthday celebration!!!

he is sooooo cute!!

update my blog soon.. (hopefully)

nevermind

2007-05-30T11:35:00.000+08:00

hi all who visit my blog..
sorry for not blogging..
very busy with school work..

quiz-project submission-presentation-quiz-project-quiz-quiz and termtest coming..

ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
busy is the word!!!!!!

nevermind..
exams coming = holidays coming..

get to know my classmates more as the days passed..
some are really nice

**note: i used the word 'some'**

took a lot of pictures =)
will uplaod it soon..
my class has a potential paparazzi!!!!
she has posted so many unglam pictures of us.. haha..

my class is filled with talented people =)

coinsidence~

2007-05-14T13:31:00.000+08:00

chinese version of Girlfriend..
super funny!
i laughed in the library!!
remember to pause the song "wake me up when september end"
=)
i skip my accounting lecture =/

part 2

2007-05-13T12:26:00.000+08:00

Part 2~

while walking around we spotted eddie, gekting and vivien..
we followed them a distance before we lost them..
we walked around the park
trying to find the whole group..
we were SMART! we manage to find them without having any hints..
we didn't reply any messages and calls after spotting them as boonsin wanna make them worry..make it sound nicer , boonsin wanna have some fun with them.. =P
for one hour plus we have been walking around them..
the best thing was they didnt spot us!
look at them.. they are bored..
we could see seejin looking at our direction a couple of times but sadly she didnt see us..
finally she saw us but we were hiding behind this huge tree..
she shouted for our name loudly but we pretended that we didnt hear her..
we ran away as we thought she would chase after us but we were wrong..
so we continued walking rounds
until we were tired, we decided to pick up their call.. we were so near to them that we could hear we they were talking abt even without listening from the phone..
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seejin: where are u?
boonsin: we're at evolution garden..(actually we were behind them)
seejin: come to the bandstand..
boonsin: we dunno how to get there..
**the phone was passed to me..
becca: where are u guys?
seejin: we're at the bandstand! do you see any of us? i'm alone at the bandstand.. they went to look for the both of you.. (the fact is they were all at the bandstand waiting for us..)
becca: you're alone? serious??
seejin: yah..i'm alone.. hurry up k?
becca: wat colour are they wearing?
seejin: they wear all sorts of colour..
becca: ok ok.. we go and look for you all..
**hanged up**
we could hear them saying how slow we were.. etc etc..
we were super near them..
could even see their faces so clearly..
we were playing hide and seek with them.. until see jin finally saw our heads..
then all the "pop-pers" got popped..
we started the picnic and playing of polar bear..
love that game! =)
as we have to clear the food we played zhong ji mi ma..
boonsin and vivien were super "lucky"
they finish almost ALL the food..
took some pictures =)
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oh! before i forget to blog it.. i made boonsin this shirt..
it says... "6 may it's my birthday!" with his name at the side..
idea came from weekeat's gift..
i made him wear that shirt at the botanic garden..
i saw people giving him the weird look.. so funny! =P
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love all the presentsthank-you!
love the celebration..
i really had fun!
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friday 11 may
play laser gun in TP..
super fun!!!!
we played like real "killer"
imagine me..
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david: rebecca you go behind the stairs.. i cover you..
becca: ok..
then i run all the way to breadboard(the canteen)
while lanhui our VIP having jz, april and vivien "protecting" her
boonsin,seejin,lyndel,js and 1 of his friend as territories..

then we had a mission..
that have a spy in our team.. have to find out who is the spy and snatch a particular object from the opposite team..

i wanna play it again!!!!! =)
before i end.. show u my violin!!
i know how to play twinkle twinkle little star
DUN LAUGH! its not easy ok!
i haven't have my first lesson..
i learn it all by myself from youtube..
my first lesson is on this coming friday.. i'm looking forward to it =)
i think i hurt my shoulder..
i carried this bag with gekting on friday that filled with coffee powder/beans..
super heavy lor....
i think there is abt 30-40kg..(on my left shoulder)
right hand with abt 10kg plus of coffee
i never carry such heavy stuff before..
lucky its over :)

did voluntary work at tampines yesterday..
gonna do it every sat.. =)
its a reading programme.. reading to a group of kids from K1-primary school students
from 10-11.30am.
you can do it every sat or every fortnightly
we need more volunteers..
hi all who are reading, if you're interested pls let me know =)
sms me if you're interested...
thank-you ^^

Rainbow are often seen after rain......

birthday part one

2007-05-10T01:05:00.000+08:00

i love all the celebrations..

labour day..
celebrated with the choir members..
played taboo, polar bear and "concentration"

4th may

classmates
T09 classmates came in to the tutorial room during my ebus com tutorial..
sang birthday song for me =)
so sweet of them.. its a pity that we're no longer in the same class..
they gave me a big bag of snacks/tibits..
(they know i'm on diet still give such food.. evil)
"Today its my BIRTHDAY!.. i'm REBECCA!" was written on the bag..
u can imagine me carrying it around in engine blk..
weekeat was funny.. deliberately said "WHAT?!!!?? today is YOUR BIRTHDAY??!!" when the tutor was near our table.. but the plan failed cos my tutor wasn't paying attention.. after a few attempt he gave up.. imagine the table of us listening to the same sentence for like 5 times.. =/

talented johnny sing and play a song for me on the guitar.. will post the video and pictures soon.. =)

same day..
OCP

they wrote a card for me.. a lot of sweet messages.. love room 3 especially lot.. =)

same day

secondary sch frens

hang giap, KC and grace gave me a suprise at my house at abt 11pm.. kind of expected cos they called to ask where i was plus they did the same thing last year.. nevertheless.. thanks for the effort =)

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6th may

boonsin's birthday..

a fun day i would say.. never celebrate my birthday like this before..

i receive this message the day before...

"Hi there! you will have a mission tomorrow. meet another birthday baby and make your way towards singapore botanical gardens. ask no one =P hint: bedok interchange have buses there! you are to reach the destination by 4.30pm. GOOD LUCK! =D"

i've never been there before.. so the first thing i did was to call the birthday boy whether he knows how to get there..

we met at 1 to have lunch and buy present..

saw lanhui outside LJS..

a great plan to use when u see your fren outside..

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boon sin's plan..

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step one: move towards her.. it will be really good if its directly behind.

step two: boonsin said to becca "HI rebecca! why are u here??!!"

step three: becca to boonsin "OH! boon sin why are u here??!!!

**if the person doesn't have any reaction repeat step two and three again

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the plan works!

she turn back and ask where we were heading..

we thought she didnt know abt the birthday celebration so we said nothing and walk away

we continued the present hunting..

**its quite interesting to see guys shop.. especially when they dunno what to buy.. guys do more shopping.. its fun!

when head to bedok for lunch.. and took 7 at abt 3plus..

the journey was abt 45 minutes

boonsin tried studying in the bus but i disturbed a little (note its a LITTLE not all the way)

he lack of concentration.. not my fault..

haha =P

we reached there at abt 4plus..

we decided to walk around before their message comes............................................................................................................................................................................................................................

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**so sorry for the interruption~ as i'm pretty sleepy at the moment.. i will continue the post tml.. STAY TUNE FOR THE FINALE ON BECCA's birthday celebration!**

ps... i bought my violin!

thank-you

2007-05-08T11:32:00.000+08:00

=)
i love all the celebrations i had.. thank-you..
i'll blog it tomorrow.. after buying my violin..
right now got lots of tutorials to complete..

birthday

2007-05-02T03:36:00.000+08:00

my birthday wish for this year..

Create your own Scratch Ticket

2007-04-29T19:52:00.000+08:00

my goodness..

cheong zhi ping, 20, serving NS still believe in love calculator..

i can't believe a da nan ren still play such stuff..

give up~

will talk about laos after the photovideo is done..

i'm only 1/4 done on the video.

cos i took to many pictures le...

1000plus..

this haven't include michelle's camera' photo..

i NEED to work!!

i need to pay for my violin fee

i'm starting my blogshop again..

i've renamed the blogshop as "affection"

this time round its gonna be a long term thingy..

i need to make money out of it..

i'm a entrepreneur!!

was reading through my tp email..

see wat my accounting lecturer cum tutor said..

May I wish each of you a fruitful and enriching time in learning this subject in this semester.

Let’s aim to be S.A.L.T and light for Accounting during lecture and tutorial times
Where
S = say something about Accounting
A = ask something about Accounting
L = Listen first and Learn something about Accounting
T = Turn any other conversation into Accounting Topics- One Conversation

Tolerate one another within the given time to learn this Accounting disciple this semester
Transform yourself towards Accounting and Accountability Mind
Try to relate Accounting materials and connect to your day-to-day life e.g. buying activities like buy book etc

Thank you for your co-operation and be the SALT and light for Accounting this semester. Thank you.

the salt and light thingy reminded me of one of the cell grp meeting..

i found 2 other people that have the same birthday as me!

they are mosriyd and christina!

my choir junoirs!!

thats so cool..

i've found 5 poeple that have the same birthday as me..

got home at 1 plus on friday night

it could be later if kyle didnt drive me and cheryl home..

went supper with my OCP friends

nom----> our translator cum tour guide is in singapore..

went lau ba sa to eat..

i think the last time i went there to eat was after a choir concert..

that was long time ago..

i found out there there were sooooooooooo many May babies..

like 1/3 of the members are taurus..

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i would like to wish APRIL..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

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reporting live from zp's house

nelson said "zp's leg hair is so hairy that if an ant is inside it will get lost.."

zp: "my leg hair is very nice, it attracted a lot of girls... its name is Hairy Potter..."

nelson:"i'm very shuai"

this is rebecca live from zp's house..

**this was nelson's idea**

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i'm bored!! nelson and zp kept playing play station!

bored

bored...

actor

2007-04-24T09:59:00.000+08:00

tuesday..
it should be a ay for me to slack/self-study/work due to no school..
however.. due to the change of CDS
my 3 hours lecture will be on tuesday..
from 3-6..
SIANZ!!!!!

i didn't get into art appreciation.. =(
everybody is telling me how interesting it is..
so sad la..
the only CDS that is allowed to change to..
1.culture and expression---->42 vacancy
2.understanding art---->72 vacancy
3.20th century fashion---->9 vancancy
4.OTC---->2 vacancy
5.psychology---->300 plus vacancy
6. sociology---->212 vacancy
7. chinese business dunno wat nonsense----->109 vacancy
8. water technology----->49 vacancy..

i wanted 20th century fashion but they didnt put me in..
i'm all alone in culture expression =(
i dunno who happen to in the same lecture as me..
3hours of loneliness..

my new classmates..
still alright.. but i love my T09 classmates
EXCEPT for one of the student there..
but nevermind cos i've mastered the art of "treating someone as invisible"

i'm skipping school tml!
haha
first time in TP i'll be buying MC

tml's plan..
6.15am meet va,SH and mau
10 plus the choir will be singing
1 plus they will be coming back to siglap
i'll take cab down to the clinic.. change my attire to something slacker..
cos sick people wont wear nice clothing..
if the doctor never suppect me at all that means that i've mastered acting!
AHAHAHA----> i zi high..

hopefully its tears of joy for tml =)

A614

2007-04-21T14:08:00.000+08:00

school's starting..

so many people are counting down

new sem means new tutors, new lecturers and new classmates..

thank God i'm still same class as johnny, wk and michi(for one of the module)

i will miss my classmates badly..

miss the way zl, runny, hazgay bullying me..

the way syaza laugh, scream, shout, pinch and sing..

well..

we can always meet up..

but there feeling would be different..

thats wat i'll miss.

blog abt laos tonight with picture video..

going out with red team..

leaving

2007-03-27T01:04:00.000+08:00

i'm leaving singapore at 3.45pm tml..

gonna miss sooooooooooooooo many people..

i love vanessa!

i really do..

look wat she gave me... a giant heart cookie!! (mine is the bigger one) so sweet of her =)

gonna miss you

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went to visit my sister on sunday..

my nephew is super duper cute

love the way he calls me "yi yi"

the first person he called was yiyi---->me!!!

not his mum.. not his dad but ME!!!!

haha.. here are the pictures of my nephew.. WAYNE!!

he will be turning 2 on 1st july 07..

he is quite an attention seeker.. but all kids wants attention so it doesn't matter when he cries and nobody bother abt him he would walk all the way infront of the TV and cry.. so funny la!!

he is soooooooooo cute =)

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nelson's brother---->195cm.. SOOOOOOOOOOOO tall!!!

look at me!! i look super short beside him..

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went back to siglap today.. gave them the cards that i made..

65 cards in total

wanna salute va..

the card content was super long!

plus she baked abt 200 cookies...

**till this moment i'm still fine.. no diarrhoea no fainting spell =P**

hopefully they will appreciate wat va and i had done..

had dinner with her at elias mac

was talking abt the choir and suddenly!..........there was a blackout!

my first time experiencing black out at mac.. LOL

sent her to the bus stop..

was telling her how fightening she was when i was sec one/two

i could still remember she "forced" me to make 2 friendship bands for her and her bf

not really forced but theatened LOL

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boonsin sent me this link..

the little boy in this video is soo cute!!

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thank-you everybody for the blessings =)

i will take care of myself

i love everyone of you =)

good night =)

2007-03-21T01:34:00.000+08:00

movie was alright
but i like that song "way back into love"
here it is..

gonna make it a fast one..
got to type minutes for today's meeting
tml gonna be a busy day again...

thursday i'll be going back to siglap for some choir stuff

will update today's movie trip, voluntary work at metta sch etc etc on friday..

6 more days to LAOS..
tell you a secret... ...................................i love to sing =)

holiday isn't a holiday

2007-03-20T00:27:00.000+08:00

tired is the only word..

i had my second injection today so painful.. =(

thankful that choir camp went well =)

got my new passport..

only valid for 5 years.. **so expensive la!**

finally, no need to travel to kallang and lavender anymore

last week was a hectic week for me..

got to rush here and there..

though i was busy but i had fun =)

i simply love singing

i watched a lot of movies this holiday..

1. dreamgirls

2. ghost rider

3. 300

4. music and lyric (wathing on tuesday)

5. mr bean something holiday( watching on thursday)

movies that i wanna watch..

ask me if u would like to watch it too =)

1. The Pursuit of Happyness

2. i'm a cyborg but its ok

3. hearty paw

4. another japanese movie but i dunno the name

5. nija turtle

6.spiderman

went to the mega giant store with nelson and george.. so much fun..

nelson got bullied by me and goerge.. haha

i brought them to ikea, the moment we stepped into ikea the first thing george said was...

"where is the hot dog?" nelson then kept asking for it..

my first visit to giant..

it was alright la but the stuff there are cheap..

i bought a lot of stuff

will be going there again.. need to get some OCP stuff

walked home from there..

got some pictures but not now

going to sleep soon.. got OCP tml

going to watch music and lyric with nel, va and meria's gang

but apparently me and va are extra de.. juz to accompany him

hopefully meria wont kill the both of us.. haha juz kidding =)

woman! you know who you're..

kept pushing me and him when the both of you were having great fun during the outing..

i may like smart and musically talented people but i wont take jie mei's guy..

i know u likes him.. and have been thinking of him the whole day.. haha LOL

dun need to match make for me cos i'll do it for you!!!!!

=P i'm gonna pass him ur number and get him to contact u when i'm in LAOS!

i'm gonna win this time..

WAHAHAHA

7 days to LAOS..

will you miss me?

sleeping is the only thing in mind...

love choir

2007-03-12T01:48:00.000+08:00

alumni practice was fun at zhi ping's house..
miss tan came and help us with the practice..
marcus miss the whole practice.. well done mr conductor!
cant blame on him.. he is always busy..

we took a break before going through the songs for the last time
zhiping decided to play our korea trip photo through his zen vision

those photos really made me laugh!
nelson say i look the same.. no change at all.. LOL
looking through the photos, i realised the boys changed the most

the percentage in their changes in look
nelson 70%
nick 70%
luke 85%
marcus 20%
george 0%
will upload the picture soon.. I PROMISE!

after the practice we went for dinner at mac..
talk on the topic on overseas trip..
so much laughter!
i think those ppl studying in mac wanted to kill us
nelson told me that during the korea trip at lotte world theme park
he saw me in the "tea cup" spinning really fast
they were shouting for my name from the top but i didnt hear it
he said my hair were flying.. LOl

i almost forgotten abt the "tea cup" thingy.. LOL
i remember the cup spin really fast.. REALLY FAST!
i felt really dizzy when i get it stopped..
so fun!
i want to play it again! haha i hope to go korea again =)

on the way to the bus stop after the dinner we had some..
"INTERESTING" talk.. LOL
not gonna tell you..
but it was super duper funny!
after that we wen home..

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i was looking through the overseas pictures that RJ burnt for me
found this photo..
LOL..
i look damn funny la!!!
it was a sec 3 performance during racial harmony day
i could still remember we went SUPER out of tune for odi odi
LOL
that was those days~
my skirt so long and i wear so high.. LOL
conclusion.. rebecca is a good girl =)
OH MY GOD!!!!!!
i know Rujiao you sure going to kill me!!
this picture was taken before 2003 SYF
double 'R' double 'S' before the competition..
this picture was later named as "the ah mahs"by ru jiao =)
this photo were taken after the competition
the whole choir cried like hell! after knowing the results.. tears of joy~
i will nv forget the moments while waiting for the results and after knowing the results
i will nv forget the moments that we shared =)
some korea trip pictures..
(spot adeline on the first picture if u can.. i can imagine ade screaming "oh shit" when she sees it)=P sorry ade..
i love everybody in the choir =)
i mean it
i wish could go back to those time
lets take it as nothing has happen..
can we?
our friendship mean a lot to me..

will post a lot more pictures =)
good night everybody =)

choir

2007-03-11T01:08:00.000+08:00

choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir choir!!!

i miss choral singing madly!
i miss those days having choir practice till really late..
though it can really tiring.

alumni practice at va's house was really fun
laughed non-stop at marcus's facial expression..
the way he conduct

our standard didnt drop much..
juz need some time to remember those parts that need some technic

had been sooooooooooooooooooooooo busy
really busy
plan for choir camp etc etc
OCP
alumni practice
workshops to attend
meetings
renew passport

i'm going nuts very soon..
=X

do you think life is like a circle or a straight line?
will reveal the answer on the next post..

sing, sing a song.... song out loud, sing out strong...
Make it simple, to last your whole life long

suntec fun!

2007-03-08T01:51:00.000+08:00

i didn't follow the schedule that i've posted..

LOL.. yingchee got something on hence nv go back to sch

i've not settle the music scores

nvm i will do it friday =)

i think da ge is going to kill me
he has been smsing me abt going to pasir ris to cycle but i always nv reply =X

**sorry, too busy le**

finally going to cycle with him and weekeat tml before going to meet va and mau for choir

went to meet up with lan hui and april.. had so much fun
took a lot of pictures too..

(lanhui trying to avoid)

(take 2!)

toys R us..

presenting..... LAN HUI!..she is in skirt!
take 1..

GOOD TAKE!

NEXT up.. we have>>> APRIL!
and me!!

must you really have a licence in order for you to ride a bike?

look at us!
ridding a bike at suntec!

after that we went to play the toy capsule..

see wat we've got! :)

i'm so happy that i've gotten the baby mickey one!! its a children's watch
$2 only!! its cute and colourful.. kept asking april to try one but she dun wan..
lan hui said we should get the whole red team to play it and make sure red team member wears it!
lol.. i promise lan hui that i'll be wearing it on every red team's outing! LOL

i caught a pair of mickey and minie mouse with $2!!
lan hui caught chicken little using $1!!
but we have spent quite a few dollars on other machines..=X

april left early so me and lan hui went to seiyu's kid's care place
there was this little super cute.. she was alone playing there
the parents were busy getting some stuff
if i was the parent i will not leave my child alone there..
they were so far from her lor..

lan hui as zhao chai mao

the girl smiling.. >>

**all picures were taken with people looking at us.. some laughing at us**

things that i've done may be childish..

BBBBUT i'm having FUN! =)

why do u care of wat other's think?

do things that u like, love so that u wont regret in the future..

the notebook

2007-03-07T04:24:00.000+08:00

juz finish watching the movie "the notebook"

cried all the way..

snapshots i made...

they were dancing on the road.....danse!

noah reading to allie on their story, trying to make allie recall their past..

noah and allie.. they died together on the bed..

i'm going to borrow the book to read..

wanna see if any part got removed or created

got to do a lot of stuff tml..

-return TP books

-go free access lab(make full use of my sch fee.. HAHA) print the scores

-meet ying chee for OCP stuff

-go swimming.. i can go alone =)

thursday..

-renew passport

-meet va for lunch

-go for the junior choir practice

-go va's house to learn the new song

4.33am..

i'm sleeping late again! somebody SAVE me!!!

choir

2007-03-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

i supposed to be sleeping at this time..

have to be in sch by 8.30am..

but the thing is.................

I CAN'T SLEEP!!!

i think i'm having si mian again!!!

i dun wan that!!!

talking to shanie.. talking abt the new choir conductor of my secondary..

she like yi jian zhong qing to the conductor after ces't la vie 4's concert..

LOL

Mr Lee....

22 years old..

not bad looking

young and talented

**shanie go!!!**

went back to siglap today for the choir

wanted to know the new choir teacher, miss wong, but.................

she went missing.. hopefully she is not as bad as how the juniors describle..

i was shocked to know that miss yong actually told her class about me..

"there is this girl who is from EM3 always fail maths, i thought she would not make it.. i've been teling her that she will not make it but she prove me wrong.." though she say "there is this girl.." but in the end also say out my name..

-______-"

i could still remember that day when miss yong said infront of the whole class that i will not made it..

i cried and said it infront of the whole class " i'll prove you wrong!" the whole class cheered for me..

and yes.. i did it, i proved her wrong.. =)

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i'm impressed with my working speed

i did all this less than a day..

-calling all the alumni members about the performance

-get all the scores out

-come out with the list of songs to sing

-planning of the choir camp

-games to play during the camp

thing yet to complete

-redraw money for the OCP

-check my Edusave fund

-renew my passport

-put my tortoise to bedok reservoir

-sweep/mop the floor

and a lot all..

will be performing 4 songs on thursday(15 march)

take note of the change of date
will be singing..
1.Iramabelia(malay song, SYF 2003 set piece)<3>

2.Ah! si mon moine voulait danser(french song) <3>

3.Dravidian(a cappella piece)

4. yet to confirm..(either.. Yuki ga Tokeru, Danny Boy, shenando, El mambi) still dunno which one to choose..

1. Yuki ga Tokeru( a cappella)a japanese song that we sang in 2004's concert.. its slow and smooth.. i like it a lot. well like by the audience on the second concert

2. Danny Boy(piano accompanied) one of my favourite song.. .. sometimes i would sing it with ade.. syaza, wicked etc heard it before.. it was well like by the audience during our first solo concert.

3. Shenando (piano accompanied) Shenando is almost the same as Danny boy.. another song that is well like by the audience during the first solo concert.

4. El Mambi (piano accompanied) Sang during the 2nd ces't la vie concert.. i love the part when the flutist joined in.. we may not get he flutist to play for us during the performance on 15 march but there is always ru jiao's recorder.. but i think she most probably forgetten how to play..LOL its a spanish song talking about war.

the lyric.. dio su vida vida
dio su vida la libertad
looks familar??
the word libertad?
my email add's liberta refers to this libertad but mine without 'd'

i put liberta because it sounds like rebecca
libertad in spanish means 'freedom'
liberta in spanish means 'it frees'
isn't that cool??!!
haha ^^

1:23am and i'm not sleepy =(
got adventure learning programme tml..
hopefully its not high element games...

3 more weeks and i'm off to Laos..

i would love to spend my entire life doing oversea community project =)

byee to chinese new year!

2007-03-05T01:57:00.000+08:00

no more weird chinese new year songs in shopping malls and on streets..

the chinese new year celebration has ended that means.....................
....... no more ang bao! ='(
too bad nelson! =P

meet up with su shan today!
it has been sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long since we last went out..
i think almost one year plus le ba..

had dinner together
we talked a lot and took lots pictures xD
was telling her that i like a guy that is a year younger than me
but i told her its impossible de..dunno why but my instinct tells me so..
plus once bitten twice shy..

then she started saying its common to see jie di lian
she even know a couple that the girl is 6 years older than the guy..
then i said...
one year is a lot leh..
365 days more leh!!!** or even more**
**broke my nail half way while typing.. its bleeding non-stop! :'( **

dunno how we ended up talking about age
i was like moaning saying im 19 this year.. sooooo old!!!.. very soon i will hit 20..
she turn and looked at me.. like going to kill me at anytime..
she said.. "there is hidden meaning!! trying to say i'm old is it??!! i'm 20 this year!!"
opps! i did it again! x)

i had fun meeting her!
here are the pictures!

there is even neoprint.. will post it soon.. my scanner spoilt =(
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talking about age.. see wat my choir junior said to me..

i'm getting older!! :'(
i cant imagine when i'm 30 plus..
but it would be fun to meet up with your friends at the age 0f 60 together with your grandchildren.. lol
i wonder if i will still play dota by then.. LOL

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now i wanna talk about what i've done on my last day of paper..

went to watch dream girls
the songs inside were great!!
they are real singers!!!
i like the song listen by beyonce..
i cried during that movie.. **alright! i know i cried in almost all the movies.**
suddenly remember i didn't cry while watching juon!!
LOL
i'll be buying the sound track..

after the movie something ~~shocking~~ happened
its a long story.. not going to blog it.. LOL

went to play game after the movie..
loser will have to drink the beer..
lol.. it was fun

some pictures..

will continue it tml..
research shows that sleeping late will gain weight..
oh no! does it mean i will get fatter?
good night all! i dun wanna gain weight!!!

better tml.. i guess

2007-03-03T18:56:00.000+08:00

woke up quite late today.. went zp's house for free lunch =) though it was maggie mee but better than nothing..after that went nel's house to jog, suppose to be swimming de but ade's mum didn't allow her to swim.. then again ade cant make it due to some reason.. so onli me and zp went over to nel's house..

jogging with the two of them really kills me! going to watch movie with them later.. =) ghost rider.. but apparently they are busy playing PS2 leaving me outside with the comp.. haha

gonna comment abt ces't la vie on my next post with pictures.. right now i've to type an email..

hoping for a better tml =)

thank-you nelson's mother for the ang bao =D

videos

2007-03-02T04:44:00.000+08:00

i cant sleep.. 13 people online but they are those that i seldom talk to.. was watching all the hua yang related videos for almost 3 hours... saw these videos that we took during the first sem.. "The magic show" by me and michelle.. it made me laugh.. LOL.. we took the video in the library..

alone

2007-03-02T01:52:00.000+08:00

there are so many things that i wanna blog but not at this time.. have to visit my sis in the morning before going back to TP for meeting.. will be learning laos language.. having concert at 7pm at SP.. gonna be so busy tml..

life is so unpredictable.. my sister juz admited to the hospital.. hai.. not again.. first was my dad, then was my mum.. now my sis. guess, soon will be mine.. i hate going to the hospital.. i really do.. i took a cab and rush down to the hospital, passby A&E and recall the day of my dad's death.. i stood outside the hospital, crying on the phone and all i said was "i don't know..".

i miss my dad a lot. i miss those days having breakfast with him every sunday at elias mall. i miss the dishes that he cook.. there are so many things that i miss..

maybe all i need is time..

its the swing, its the monkey bar, its merry go ground.. its............. play ground!

2007-02-24T01:34:00.000+08:00

Yeah!
i found that song! ghost of you and me.. =)

i got full marks for my section A maths paper!
though i didn't touch section C at all..
but section A is upon 48..
will pass my maths! but i wont score.. ='(

left with edevice and Dfun..
gonna study from 9-5 tml in school
jia you!! jiao you!! jiao you!!
going to bring my "love letters" to sch to eat..
i've 3 bottle at home.. (eat till siao!)
going my cup noodle too =P

i had fun today..
when to ~~play~~ study with nelson
change like three places
from inside the mac to outside the mac
then to the void deck
but in the end also nv study.. =X
nelson was super funny..
his sense of humor like getting ~~worst~~ better..
LOL

before going to the void deck he told me that he wanted to go toilet
so we went to the nearest coffee shop..
he entered through exit A so i waited outside exit A
i was waiting... waiting... waiting..
i thought he was having some......... "big business" so i didnt bother and continue waiting
waited super long for him
then after abt 10-15 minutes later then i got a call from him
then i realise all along he was waiting at exit D
he thought i was in the toilet hence he continue waiting..
he went on saying "i thought you were peeing then bu fang bian to pick up my call"

well done nelson!!!
entered through exit A of cos waiting for you there la!
-__________-

there is really no cure for stupidity..
nelson has proven that..
=P LOL

we went to the playground at abt 11pm cos we got chase off from the mac
played swing, monkey bar and merry go round..
sooooo fun!!!
i nearly fell down from the merry go round..
haha..
going to bed le.. or april gonna study alone in the morning..

i wish i had all the time in the world doing the things that i like..

2007-02-23T10:28:00.000+08:00

finally!
i know the name of the song that i'm looking for..
if anyone of you have it please send it to me!
thanks!!!

song name: ghost of you and me

if i never remember wrongly the song is quite old already..
i dunno where to download.. haha..
here is the MTV...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IsjXtzRTxPA

=)

2007-02-22T07:12:00.000+08:00

i'm ok =)
i really do

i've gone through so much things
i woke up and cry that morning cos i thought of all the things that i'm going through/gone through.
marcus thingy was ONE of it
i was angry, sad and lost when i know the truth
imagine u were the last to know
plus i only know it 2 years later
all of you know except for me,
its pathetic
thats what i'm sad over

i know you all don't wan me to get hurt
but i think its more hurting for me to find out myself 2 years later
well nevermind, its over =)
(i know most of you will think that i'm putting the smiling face cos i wan to fake that "i'm ok" but seriously after going through so much things, u will know that this is nothing. i'm stronger than before)

to va
thank-you for the post =)
i no longer think that he is the one
he may be good in some ways but i've seen better guys, serious
i know both of you are just friends
(you so funny la! that part make me laugh a little)
thank-you for all the things that you've done
(i'm loving you more and more each day! =) )

to jiao
i'm sorry if i sounded rude on msn.
i know u will forgive me de.. =P
anyway i've a lot to settle with you,
i hope u know wat i meant
(juz in case you really dunno wat i mean---> our friendship)

to marcus
i no longer waiting for you
i've got over it
i know you MIGHT feel guilty for making me wait then no returns
honestly i never regret loving you i was really happy that time
i know you will get to read this..
dun feel weird facing me

**my 6th sense tells me that nic, nel and zp will be asking jiao wat happened**

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i think i lost my ezlink card again..
i think i left it at my aunt's house
to make a new one will cost me $20 dollar with no value in it

wat i can do with the $20
i can play like average 10 hours of dota
20 rounds of pool in TP
4 slices of thousand leaves from coffee bean( the last thing i ate yesterday)
$20 worth of things that i like..

if i really lost it i'm not going make another one..
not even one year and i've lost it twice..
careless me!

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thought i would wake up at abt 9 plus
but zheng long's message woke me up.. (that was when i saw va's message)
he say he cant sleep.. -_________-
he always say that he may be 18-19 physically but actually he has the age of 200

i'm going back to sch to look for my maths lecturer
having maths paper tml
hai.. i still dun have the exam mood..
think i'll do badly this time..

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眼泪再苦再咸有你安慰又是晴天
juz when i'm losing faith... you made me move on =)

another day

2007-02-21T07:30:00.000+08:00

i didn't sleep well..
had been thinking of same thing over and over again..
eversince i'm poly i had never wake up at 6am

weekeat said..
"you like to use 'i dunno'.."
cos i really dunno wat to do..

God, have you forgotten about me?

i hope there is a creation that helps to get rid of the unhappy memories..
its so hard to forget certain things in life
psychology students would know why
there is so many methods that will "remind" you..
or maybe having repression
so that i can push all the unpleasant impules to the unconscious

watched a few MTV..
some really made me cry..
this is one of them..

i was watching the MTV of breathing by lifehouse
i'm loving that song more and more each day..
wanted to it on blog but there was so many version..
so i decided to watch some of it

the different versions
1. original
2. robin hood
3. final fantasy VII advent children
4. harry potter
5. the notebook(wanna watch this movie duing the holiday but i think i will cry like hell)
6. other anime versions

in the end i still post the original one.. though the video quite lame..
have to suppose original!! lol =x
the harry potter, FF VII and notebook version is nice
here is the song!

dota

2007-02-21T00:24:00.000+08:00

i killed nelson today during dota
three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for becca!
hip hip horray!
hip hip horray!
hip hip.. HORRAY!!!
haha
i used crystal maiden..

was pretty sad a while ago..
not going to blog it here
haha i blog it in another blog..
FIND IT IF YOU CAN!!
lol
not a lot of ppl i can turn to when i'm down..
afterall so many things had happened..
nevermind, life still have to move on..
somebody said.. “旧的不去新的不來”
**thank-you =), without you i might still be crying**
you know who you're =)

no point moaning over it..
jia you ba becca!!
u can get over it!

went studying with nelson
did maths..
left east point to zp's house..
asked marcus along.. suprisingly he was free..
played ma jiang and daidee..
left for dota at about 1945..
plyed for an hour and headed home..

holidays are coming!!
laos! i'm coming!!

hate all those cockroaches..
dun make me use the "f" word on you all..
f......................ry you all then u know

read properly i type "fry"..
alright i know its dumb but who cares!
this is my blog.
i wanna be lame i wanna zi high~
lol

good night to everybody..
hoping for a better tomorrow =)

breathing

2007-02-16T14:12:00.000+08:00

i thought i dun have to come back to sch today..
ade called in the morning
"becca, wanna do psy quiz today?"
i woke up instantly..
psy quiz due on 18th
my comp is down.
no choice have to come back to sch..

had been listening to lifehouse-breathing..
love this song a lot!!especially the part in red.
trying to put this song on blog..
but the sch comp i'm using now super lag..
here is the lyric.. =)

I'm finding my way back to sanity again
Though I don't really know what
I'm going to do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back to the arms of Grace

**I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I'm looking past the shadows
Of my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God which one's you?
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel
And break these calluses off me
One more time

(repeat ** x 1)

I don't want a thing from you
Bet you're tired of me waiting
For the straps to fall
Off your table to the ground
I just want to be here now

(repeat ** x 2)

v day

2007-02-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

was packing my stuff when i saw the draft of a letter i wrote
before 2004's valentine's day..
haha.. in an eye blink 3 years has gone..
time flies~

mon~gave out the cookies that i'v made..
hope they like it =)
lesson for today super slack!
i like it! lol..

saw marcus in tp..
so weird~ he sould be in the jungle.. not tp..
haha
(you still owe me sakae sushi buffet! dun you try running it away!)

went library to study =)

tue~
dfund tutorial nv do anything (mark attendance and go =D)
lab! the teacher praise me!! he liked my attitute!!
had KFC for dinner(so dead, shouldn't be eating it!)

wed~
HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY!!

wat did i get from this v's day..
brownie from syaza
lolipop from wicked
chocolates from my CDS classmates..
a kiss from johnny on my hand
a kiss from derrick on my hand
lol! (derrick asked me not to wash my hand.. LOL.. the first thing i did was washing my hand =X)
and lots of thank-you from a lot of peeps..

how careless can i get..
left my phone at home..
forgotten where my class is..
i asked a stranger to lend me his phone to make a call
thank him for that..
THANK-YOU STRANGER! =D

I'm going to laos!!

i'm selected for the OCP!!

oversea community project..

HORRAY!! =)

happy birthday to kenedict!

2007-02-11T16:40:00.000+08:00

i'm at kenedict's house!! celebrate his 19th birthday
though his birthday is on the 14th feb..
ah haha but i think he wanna spend the special day with his gf than us..
LOL
saw some exclassmates of mine but not all..
will update the pictures soon.. =)

psps presentation ----> mon
psychology presentation--->wed(v's day)
psychology quiz due date--->18th feb(CNY)
chinese new year--->18th feb
maths exam--->23th feb
edevice exam--->26th feb
dfund exam --->27th feb

sianzzzzzzzzzzzz..
i haven't finish clearing my room..
no time to study too.. hAIZzz

raziz told me that there was a ppt slide for 05' sec 5..
done by sufiyana's gang..
i was shock to see my picture inside..
lol!
i'm going to do one for my class too =)

made something for all the special ones..
something small.. hope they will like it..
=)

wat a good way to start~

2007-02-08T17:44:00.000+08:00

i had a "GOOD" start of the week!

did my project till 4am on sun,thought its gonna be fun the next day cos its presentation. never thought that the computers in the school cant open my file. some classmates were really nice "wow~ wat a good way to escape!" though i know they were joking but it still hurt my feelings. trying to act as though i'm fine but i juz cant control my tears.. all the hard work that yong mei and i had put in had gone down to the drain.. **so sorry yong mei**
oh.. wanna thank boon sin(bringing me to bus lab to try out) and jia zheng(lending me her lappy to try out) =)

whatever it is.. its over! ^^ **thank-you teacher for allowing me to do the presentation on monday =)**

PCBD lab test.. i cant finish it.. sianz.. if i'm able to get a pass for it i'll be damn happy.. **praying hard for that and java** =)

went for the briefing for OCP (oversea community project) hopefully i can get in.. **Praying hard**

TP has been miss calling me, tried calling back but it will goes to.. "Thank-you for calling temasek poly, for course enquiry pl....." so all i could do was to wait for their call.. FINALLY! i got the call today..
the operator said "i'm calling from SAA, We are unable to find your study record in TP......." LOL
then i replied "i'm having java lesson now, the teacher has my name in the attendance.. i'm from TP.." she asked for my matrix card number a couple of times (to double check i even said it like 4 times) but they still unable to find my data.. then i suggested giving my admin no. they suddenly she said "Oh! i find your data. sometimes the form said matrix no. mean admin no. " -________-

it did scare me a little.. afterall other schools has been calling me, asking me to go for their open house and condsider their school.. i'm like "homeless" lOl..

thank God the week is coming to an end =)
East coast visit is tml!!!
will be going there late cos of lecture..
hopefully i won't get lost.. haha =X

plan for the sat and sun..
sat--> go elias/school library to study
sun--> swimming at nel's house
study a little
go for kenedict's birthday

gonna make something for all my love ones for valentine's day.. =)

i did it three years ago, i'm doing it again.. avoid

what i will do when I'm down..
cry, sleep, talk to someone and meeting up with people that will make me smile again =)

the lyric..

2007-01-31T00:25:00.000+08:00

like the lyric and the song too..
though the song quite long ago.. =)

Artist Daniel Beddingfield

"If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
but I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
and I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do i dream of you as my wife?(change to husband)

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

'Cause I miss you body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

down with problems

2007-01-30T16:27:00.000+08:00

so sad.. my lappy got problem..

gonna send it for service after psychology test on sat.

yeah!! i had all the pictures from norman le!!
here is it!!
the group.. (before the food)

(ater the food)

AND NOW!!! introducing the latest boy band

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NGT!! (norman, gordon and tk)

they are SHE's junior..

apparently they can't sing, they can't dance..

they only know how to bully me! and others..

below are some of the evidences

can't really see gordon..

that leg hanging there is gordon's!

have more pictures but will be updating it as soon as it get edited..

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meet up with the group to celebrate va's birthday..

will be updating the pictures as soon as the lappy is repaired..

pictures are all inside..

so sad!!!

played dota after the lunch..

MARUCS NG!! very fun killing me right!! you and ur invisible skill!!

i was using the healing potion then u came and kill me from the back!!!

做男人要光明正大

kill rigth infront of me la! =P

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wanna thank SYAZA..

yes.. syaza..

thanks for encouraging me during the java test

i was about to give up

cos the programm didn't work out..

then the holy voice came about "dun give up becca"

if she didn't encourage me i might had gave up already...

THANkS SYAZA!!! =)

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MSN BIAS!!!!!!!!!!

i cant sign in!!!!!!!

but mr dao able to!!

this is so irritating!!!

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went to see wu zhun!

soo good looking

lol

i have fren that went there at 7am..

siao..

lol!

april is another crazy fan..

miss lesson juz for wu zun and ella..

but because of her i got the inform that they are there.. lol

i juz wanna take a look at them..

thanks april for the calendar =)

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upcoming events

east coast park

exams

cest la vie

cant wait for it!! =)

its nice being in love, but it trerrible when you're out of it..

i love..

2007-01-28T05:38:00.000+08:00

will you read my post till the end?

fun fun FUN FUN FUN!!!

i had fun today!!!

meet up with norman, gordon, qunyu, maureen and TK..
unexpected to see gordon..
miss this guy so much..
always cracking lame jokes..

had dinner with them at yuki yaki..
as usual, left overs was used as punishment for zhong ji mi ma.

took LOTS of pictures
will update the pictures soon..

TALKED ABOUT...

1.) how gordon mistaken norman's butt as kenny's

**when he squeez norman's butt really hard,
i saw the process.. =P**

2.) the distilled water that we played in chemistry lab..

3.) the ghost stories of siglap

4.) how miss yong tease about gordon

**example ken:"miss yong wat does gordon look best in?"
miss yong: "gorgon looks nice when he is not wearing anything!"

will you female teachers say that?? ours does!!**

5.) how qunyu ~~"bullied"~~ "play" with gordon by "disfiguring" cyndi wang

a short intro of them..

1.)gordon--->

the guy who sat beside me in 2005, nv failed to make me laugh..

have rain's eyes..

**he is very poud of it**

love cyndi wang A LOT..

good in studies..

has been helping me a lot during my o's..

studying accounting and finance(NP)

2.)TK--->
my graduation nite partner..

the only good point about him is he treat his girlfriend really nice and sweet..

always ask me for help..

business IT (TP)

3.)norman--->

like a big brother of mine..

o-level top scorer..

have more patience than gordon..

he can cook!

when gordon dao me while i'm asking him questions i will look for norman..

he sat beside me in 2004..

always ask him to wake me up in english lesson by pinching me..

he is also a well known "tissue boy" wants tissue? look for norman.. =P

studying accounting and finance(NP)

4.)maureen--->

same CCA as me..

my beloved swimming partner..

sweet and can be really crazy sometimes..

up with her for shopping often..

always bullying norman.. =X hahaha..

can be really fierce at times..

nice girl afterall.. =)

SBM **i always got confused with her course name**(NYP)

5.)qunyu--->

this girl i must say,

she is really hyper!!

never seen her sitting down quietly before..

very pretty and sweet..

ran about with her together with maureen and victoria in school canteen splashing water at one another during o level days..

i repeat O LEVEL..

imagine what the sec ones think..

**well so long as i had fun!=P **

study/go night self study everyday with her and ade in sch during the olevel period..

i could still remember when we got really bored, we started a drawing competition..

HAHA!! I WON!!

information technology (TP)..

the little things they do that makes it memorable.. i will remember it for life!
so peeps!

the little things u do is never forgotten by me!! =)

i finish watching My girl le!!
super nice!!
the ending is super duper sweet!!
though its a nice drama but i cried a lot..
but think about it almost all the shows i watched, i cried..haha..
maybe i shouldn be that emo..

celebrating va's birthday later at 12.30 at changi airport.. miss them lots!
yawnz! its time for bed!!

i'm in deep touble i've yet to study for my three quizes..

2007-01-27T16:37:00.000+08:00

arrrrgh!!
gonna be a busy week!!!
3 quizes and 1 test!!

going to have dinner with norman, qy, mau,amanda(i think) and **i forgotten who**
sometimes i juz miss my secondary school days

i like the ending of this MTV soooo sweet =) haha

anybody have the song "walk me home" ?=)

2007-01-26T01:33:00.000+08:00

i wanna thank

WK

for making my blog soooooo nice.

i would treat him lots of food tml.
if not i'll be locked up at the IMH tml.

happy me?

2007-01-25T19:09:00.000+08:00

alright..
i'm really a computer idiot..
i tried changing the font colour of the welcome message and profile but i juz can't change it..
its still GREEN!

i simply hate java..
the quiz today is so tricky!!
i can juz commit suicide tml for the lab test..

thank God i'm in ebusiness next sem..
=) can't wait for it!

so many things didnt go as the way i want..
haiz..
dun wish to take abt it here..

i wan this blog to be filled with happy memories =)
had fun this week
i really do..
love syaza ade and wk so much..

had been having dinner with mr dao..
he is really lame!!
getting lamer and lamer each time i meet him
the lame scale now is 8.5/10

i juz realised every time i update my blog i will have a new blogskin
haha
spotted this skin the other time.. love it a lot.. =)

next week is gonna be really busy
3 quizes
1 test

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VANESSA!!!
didn't get to meet you today so sorry.. wanna wish you all the best in everything you do! stay pretty and sweet!! love you lots!!

i love everybody! =)
currently in sch's free access lab..
will update on all fun moments i had!

i've astraphobia

2007-01-16T02:35:00.000+08:00

i changed my blogskin again!
lol!
haha..

this skin was the skin of the day by blogskins.com
wanted a puppy one.. but there was some error..

i had fun today!
the representation.. *thank God.. its only a rehearsal*
though he the tutor was unhappy with all the last minute work
however the group of us were having fun
took some pictures during the tutorial..

sometimes i juz agreed with wat wk say..
"syaza, the attention grabber" LOL

i always caught newton prince with all the weird expression..

syaza did that! horny syaza..

yong mei mei and me!

with syaza..

newton prince and me!

some pictures that i took..

used johnny's phone to add the clip..
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psychology lecture
i MADE a horrible mistake..
a really horrible one!
wk was sleeping and i woke him up
asking him to pay attention..

after he woke up
he kept telling me lame jokes and all the funny things that he thought of..
as a result during the whole lecture i was laughing non-stop..
BUT i did pay attention at some parts..
not like ahem~ahem~ sleeping throughout, only woke up at the phobia part..
i never dare to wake wk up during lessons anymore..haha =D
**wk thanks for all the jokes, its really really funny. u're the funniest man u met on earth**

crane to grain!
i taught sooo many ppl how to fold crane! haha
so happy!
happy that there are now 5000+ cranes already..
got to work harder for tml!

overall rating of the day..
HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY!!
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with boonsin and lanhui
taken at the countdown
will post the rest of the pictures other day.
its at another comp..
i'm lazy.. its late..
its time for bed! =)

camp part 2

2007-01-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

had a lecture at BUS sch on the second day
the speaker was an ex-engine student
he said..

"guys speaks an average of 3,500 words per day, girls speaks an average of 7,000 words.."
he chose a guy and asked why..

guy replied, "cos girls are talkative.."
he asked a girl "why does guy speak lesser than girls?.."
girl said "cos guys are not as intelligent as girls does.."
**almost every girls in the LT clapped**

the speaker asked another guy "what does girls usually say?.."
the guy replied: "they are usually repeating the same thing"
the speaker asked another girl."why do girls always repeat the same thing?"
the girl replied"cos guys don't listen!!"

i agree to the girls to a certain extend..
lol
some guys are equally talkative and they dun listen!..

After the topic on this..
i doze off during the talk
juz feeling tired
my first time sleeping during lecture!!!
kept trying to wake myself up..
but..... i doze off as soon as i woke up.. lol
till a part i cant take it anymore
i walked out and sleep at the table outside LT21 at BUS sch..

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the EX dance was fun!!!
very fun
i love the dance!!
we had chicky dance
tp mass dance
cheers..etc etc..
cant remember much.. i've short term!!!
thats sad.. lol

took some pictures during the camp..
though wk has posted it but i still wanna post it
haha
**wk's post on the camp has funny.. laughed lost at the alien part**

thats me and syaza's spongebob! cute huh?!

standing tall!

-----> the picture that wk said we were alien..

love spending time with them =)

red team CSC is still the best!

2007-01-14T01:22:00.000+08:00

oh.. change the skin again!
due to some error..
couldn't get into blogskins.com
hence took this skin that boonsin sent the other time..
neverthless still wanna thank him..
thank-you! =)

finally.. i'm back on blogging!!
alright i was lazy.. =P
had been having weird dreams.. really WEIRD dreams!
eg: marcus and Ella(SHE) getting married then never invite me!
(marcus better watch out! LOL)

but when i told him abt it, he said he will invite me..
HAHA

skip skip skip..
wanna talk abt something more exciting
which is............................................
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CAMP with weekeat syaza and adeline!!

the eguides camp was..~~fun~~ alright..
though i was in the red team gemcancer
BUT!!
wo shen si red team CSC BTC the ren, shi si CSC BTC the gui..
LOL.. (once a red team CSC BTC people forever i will be)
the games, E.X dance and the cheer was fun
but the members of the group........................
well.. all i can say was red team(csc) members were super sporting and fun
**simply love red team CSC** =)
the leaders of gemcancer were soooooooooo different from gek and js..
i prefer gek and js so much more to gemcancer's leader..

i like most abt the camp was the E.X dance!
soooo fun!!
really love it! gonna show my frens!

oh! wanna thank boonsin(plus jz and sj cos i think bs did ask you guys for the answer =)), eddie and raziz for providing the answers.. ** we had a set of worksheets that have abt 90qns to complete as part of ur game**

syaza!! u're REALLY good in sleeping!! took up like half of the area!!
i was like in the sardin tin! on the right was ade and on the left was u!
never want to sleep beside her again.. oh! love her spongebox a lot! it was sooooooooooo cute!
despite of chocolate stains on it..
haha. =P

took some pictures but have to wait for weekeat to send me..
most ppl won't like to read long post.. will stop here for now.. tml i will continue..
I PROMIES! lol

so many things i've missed durin the camp! sob..

2007-01-07T04:23:00.000+08:00

so sad! i typed so many things post all the pictures
then i went to publish
my lappy hanged!! the cant recover the post ='( will update it soon
time check 4.25am

its pictures time!!!

2006-12-30T10:24:00.000+08:00

PICTURES TIME
DATE: 27 DEC' 06
EVENT: JiaZheng's birthday

DATE: some days
EVENT: for fun

DATE: unknown
EVENT:hanging out together =)

DATE: LAST YEAR
EVENT: Secondary school

DATE: OCT'06-NOV'06
EVENT: camp, birthday

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LONGEST i think

2006-12-30T08:57:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!!!
sunshine after the rain =)
to all the people who care
a million thanks to you all, thanks for all the care and concern u guys had given.. i love you guys lots million, billion, zillion and tones!

my mum's operation is very very successful
she has discharge from the hospital too =)
**hence got time to go blogging**
have to admit, had been very very tired.. visit her everyday
i fell asleep beside her bed on one of the day.. **like those dramas**..
** mummy i love you!! ** =D

i did some mind test with my friends.. here are some of their AMAZING drawing..
=D

-=TEST ONE=-
draw
1. an old woman/man at the age of 65-70 at a deserted island
2. bringing any number of kids ( can be 1,2,3..........50) to fly kite
3. anything that u wanna draw u may add in

RESULT
1. to see how they will look like in 50 years time(old man/woman)
2. how much they like kids(number of kids)
3. how cheerful they are(if there is clouds or flowers it shows that u're cheerful)
4. how high u aim for ur goal(the higher the kite fly, the higher u aim for ur goal)

members of red team (except for eddie's and April's)

jiazheng's

seejin's

mingfong's

vivien's

gekting's

lyndel's

lanhui's

mine!

juanjian's

boonsin's

i was told to zoom in on the old man and explain on it..
in 50 years time.. boonsin will still have lots of hair, teeth and muscles..

last but not least jia seng..
** in total he drew three times**
1st drawing

2nd drawing.. HOWEVER its too small..

3rd drawing.. we told him to draw a "zoom in" version for us

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nelson's

rujiao's

adeline's

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-=TEST TWO=-
1.Draw a shark
2.Write one sentence of wat the shark will say..

RESULT
1.how fierce u are to your enemy

vivien's

ming fong's

seejin's

jiazheng's

adeline's

eddie's

boonsin's

juanjian's

**yes.. your eyes are not playing tricks with you.. a normal shark SHOULD look like this**

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-=TEST THREE=-
1.draw mountains
2.draw a sun
3.draw a water source (river,ocean.......etc)
4.draw fish/fishes inside the water source
5.other things that u would like to add on

RESULTS
1. how high u set your goal
2. your worries and how positive you're
3. your crave for sex
4. the number of sex partner
5. the more kiasu u're

eddie's

gekting's

jiazheng's

seejin's

vivien's

boonsin's

everybody draw fishes only but he had a WHALE!!! **remember the fishes represent the sex partner**

all this drawings remind me of kindergarten..
have a feeling i might be killed~

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a test for all of you!!!
simply post ur answer on my taggy..

Just think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself which are true and 5 false statements regarding yourself. Jumble all of them up and list them in any order and post in your blog and let people guess which are fake. Finally, get 5 others to do the same.

1. I like rainbow
2. I like the song 'i drive myself crazy'
3. I keep movie tickets and concert tickets
4. I don't read magazine
5. I love curry
6. I love to chat on the phone
7. I hate swimming
8. I love doing craft
9. I like the brand addidas more than nike
10. I dun have favorite singer or band.. i listen to all kind of songs that is nice
11. i'm ok with cockroaches that dun fly
12. i was born in kk hospital
13. I had a pet dog before
14. I don't like sweet stuff like chocolate
15. i love seafood
16. I lots of earrings
17. I don't like eeyore the donkey from winnie the pooh
18. i watch america next top model
19. I don't like babies or kids
20. i'm a computer idiot

and....
jiazheng, vivien vanessa, rujiao, maureen
please do this!

i dun like it

2006-12-05T08:55:00.000+08:00

haiz..
had been having nightmares every night
i'm so tired
**somebody save mi!!**

received a call yesterday morning, he was looking for my dad
he was shock when i told him my dad had pass away a few months ago..
he said he didn't expect him to die
well.. mi too
things happened so quickly..
the feeling is like.. he is still around..
i miss him badly..

was talking to my mum juz now
she said her operation might be on 8 instead of 18
i hope everything juz turn well..

i didn't cry a lot this time round.. i'm strong =)
i will post something interesting next time.. eg: how red team members gonna look like in 50 years time.. etc
i'm too busy and tired lately..
anyway.. somebody owe mi a thank-you.. hahaha =)

i will remain quiet

2006-11-26T12:42:00.000+08:00

so many things had happened...
so many..
my mum..
poly friends etc etc..

i did not side on anybody.
how disappointed and upset when i receive that message?
i take u a true friend of mine
message and call u cos i care
but these sentences simply hurt mi so much
" i dun mind being like no friends", "no need to care for mi okay"
imagine somebody u love message u that
how will u feel?
the friendship simply mean nothing to you since the moment u message that
why should i wait for u since u have thoughts of being alone?
wat i said/do was something extra

the blog battle between u and him..
is purely juz the both of you
nobody is siding on either one(i meant the classmates)
if u wanna blame me on showing him that message
i have nothing to say

this year this the most horrible year i ever had
first my dad
then my mum
now friendship problem

so many ppl talked to mi..
"God let u go through this so that u'll be stronger"-i hope so
"u're not the most unfortunate people"-there are more ppl that never go through all this than mi
"things will get better"-its not getting better

is poly fun afterall? its a huge question mark..

to you..

2006-11-17T19:48:00.000+08:00

to my dearest friend..
i'm sorry if i had neglected you and making u feel all alone..
i may not always sms u, tag your blog, play with you in class and chat with you in msn..
but do keep in mind that our friendship mean a lot to mi..
serious..
i really dun mean to make u feel felt out..
without u how would that be jokes like app-ril? ah-lian pasir ris and pasir ris ah lian??
u play a very important role in the group..
u can nv be replace..
i love you, my dearest friend..

FUN FUN FUN!! SCHOOL IS SOOOOOOOO FUN!~

2006-11-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

lalala
its monday's
i overslept.. yes, i admit i slept late BUT!!! that wasn't the reason why i was late
lesson starts at 9..
the night before i set the alarm at 8.55am
i woke at up 8.55am.. in my heart i was so happy cos i thought i would be on time
i onli realise that i've set the alarm one hour later then i should after going to the toilet..
how stupid i'm rite??!!
lol

SOOOOOOOOOO fun at PSPS!
-the games..
-the way wk make mi go around and round when i got blind folded..
-the way syaza, runting,mich and haz bullied mi..
take pictures of mi.. post it in their blog..
BAD PPL!!! =P

the gang bullied mi the most when i got blind folded..
making mi go rounds
derrick throw toilet roll on mi when i get all the actions wrong

so fun so fun!!!!
here's the pictures!
**look at syaza.. she's the onli one looking at the cam**
here's yong mei mei!!
now.............we have HAZWAN!!!!
THE BLIND FOLDED GAME!!!... this is luqMAN.. poor thing can't even see his mouth! LOLits michii and dino..

poor michii got bullied by derrick..

made michii angry.. felt so bad.. so sorry.. =(

was on the phone for hours to clarify things
to prove that i'm not wrong..
in the end no win no lose..

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its tuesday!!! another day of fun
today got bullied again!!!!
make mi run abt at engine block..
help the class to photocopy the maths notes..
the gang "rob" my notes and dun wanna pay mi..
like playing monkey with mi..
johnny!! kept feeding mi with wrong informations.. the ckt lab kept doing wrongly
LOL..
i've sold 5 earrings!!! so happy! =)

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wednesday!!!
thats today..
ermm.. all i can say is..FUN! lol
played scissior paper stone with newton price/silkygirl/"three"/xiao bai zhu/aluminium/xiao HONG zhu
lose will be hit by the winner..
i'm dumb.. lol
the hei bai game i also stupidly follow him..
lol

psychology class
made new frens =)
then we had this paper aeroplane game whereby we have to write our answer down

correct ans->one mark
paper aeroplane hit the wall additional one mark-> 2 marks
my group sat near the wall..
in the end the planes were like crushing on us..
my fren was like copying notes half way and the paper plane hit him and gave him a shock..!
lol..

there was a talk today on streaming..
teresa, our dfun lecturer was the one giving the talk..
there was a slide that show her pic with other lecturers.
the ppl were like laughing but my voice outshine them A LITTLE..
i said "my goodness" and she heard it!! everybody in the whole lecture hall end up laughing
the picture was sooo vintage..
she look at me with the look asking mi to watch out(joking manner)
she put her hand on my head and told mi she will catch mi next week
i'm soooooo dead!!!
stupid wk kept intentionally tell her that i'm rebecca wong see ling..
haiz..
i wan a white colour coffin.. thanks ppl =X
tuesday.. i'll be dead.. i love all of you~ LOL remember to miss mi!

there is a reason for everything

2006-11-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST

YEN
she is not onli my cousin but a fren too
wishing her all the bst in everything she do

i was reading my psychology textbook and i found somthing interesting
According to freud, dreams contain common symbol with universal meaning

Symbol(manifest content of dream)

Group A
Climbing up a stairway, crossing a bridge, riding an
elevator, flying in an airplane, walking down a long
hall way, entering a room. train travelling through a tunnel

Group B
Apples, peaches, grapefruits

Group C
Bullets, fire, snakes, sticks, umbrellas, guns, hoses, knives

Group D
ovens, boxes, tunnels, closets, cavas, bottles, ships

Interpetation(Latent content)

Group A ---------> Sexual intercourse
Group B ---------> Breast
Group C ---------> Male sex organs
Group D ---------> Female sex organs

taken from Understanding Psychology by Robert S Feldman
LOL!! did you dreamt of all this??
i didn't..

i've created a blog shop!!!
the link is here
the items are all made by me!!
i simply love doing craft

i want my PAY!!! i wonder how long
***** hotel will take to pay mi!

i was clearing up my stuff and i found some pictures
WK!! here is the suprise for u
Newton prince/'three'/aluminium/bai zhu/runny and xiao hong zhu
nowadays gang up with wk to bully mi more frequent le hor..YOU WATCH AR! I'M NOT SCARE OF AH BANG..LOL.. =P BUT i admit had fun whenever i'm with them.

there is a reason behind everything
你不仁我不义(dunno whether is this yi)
if you think u did nothing wrong and its always my fault.
i have nothing to say
live in your world ba

going to study Edevice..
this sem i'm different..
i'll not waste my time away..

my week was spent like this..

2006-10-31T23:26:00.000+08:00

had been forgetting to bring hp tp sch..
thank God classmates like wk and newton prince/silkygirl/"three"/aluminium willing to lend their hp to mi..
THANKS! =)

psychology lecture and tutorial was not too bad
made some friends..
norman's brother happen to be in the same tutorial class as mi!
norman tan top 'N' and 'O' level student of siglap sec
sat beside mi for abt a year
had been sooo caring and sweet
like a big brother of mine
BUT! super lame at times.. LOL
asked mi to take care of his brother like how he took care of mi..
but i can't even take carre of myself! LOL!!!
ok la.. i will *grin*

had a nightmare on wednesday...
i simply hate the management of s***s hotel
i previous work place
had been wanting to collect my pay
but they kept saying other day
finally they told mi to go down on wesnesday
i went... queued for my pay for abt an hour.. i was all alone
damn sian..
after an hour then suddenly said not enough money
ask us collect other day..
i got so pissed off..
nvm.. i saw this colleague of mine..
seen him for 3 times
spoke to him once
wanted to treat mi dinner but i dun wan
he say he wanna send mi home cos he has abt an hour nothing to do
i didn't wan but he say he will onli send mi to pasir ris station
so i agreed
in the train he had been telling mi a lot of things..
i sort of get the hint that he likes mi..
i was looking for soo many ppl for help
i called rj but she was at home
maureen same thing
my other fren.. sms but no reply
finally reach the station..
he said he wanna tell mi something
i KNEW he will confess
i kept telling him that i have to call my mum
but actually not..
but in the end he still said it..
i've got freak out totally.. i dunno wat to do..
i dunno him well yet he can have a crush on mi..
i was quite bad after he said that i juz told him i'm rushing off then go off le
i'm scared of him
i will nv wanna work there again..
i dun wanna see him

but wat wk said was true..
confess vs rape
confess is better
LOL!

might be working at the Lan shop oppsite tp..

i had fun on friday!
i had the sushi treat from newton prince/silkygirl/'three'/aluminium/bai zhu
THANK-YOU!
played 5,10.15,20,25,30,0
so much fun! i'm the winner!
but friday also make mi understand that
making wk angry = digging your own grave
i will nv wanna make him angry.. soooooooo scary

saturday.. suppose to go jogging with nel they all
bu ti got lock at home
my sister took my keys..
LOL
i was thinking wat happened if there was a fire..
guess wat nel said??!!
he said i should stay closer to the fire if there is cos it will burn my fats..
THANKS ar! LOL

i'm on a diet plan.
dun tem mi with food!!!!!!!!!!!!
going to jog, swim and do sit ups!!
see a different becca in 3 months time!
LOL..

tell you a secret...
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I'M HUNGRY!

happy birthday to YUQIAN AND VIVIEN!!!

2006-10-24T21:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUQIAN AND VIVIEN

first day of sch..
its yuqian birthday!!
saw the small cake??? i bought for her

bought it from bread talk..

guess wat.....????!!
I HAD HOMEWORK ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!
sianz..
i'll be having psychology test next week..
yes~ you did not see wrongly.. i'm having test on the 2nd week of sch...
sickening rite??!!!
i've bought all my textbooks
spent abt.. $50..
i miss wk's joke..finally sch had start..
he never fail to make us laugh/smile..
a good buddy too...
syaza.. always gang up with wk to bully mi
she is like the female version of wk..
when syaza and wk combine they are tian xia wu di..
mich.. i miss her.. didn't go to sch yesterday
take care k.. hope to see ya tml..
runting! dun forget my sushi treat on friday! LOL
va! sch start le.. hope u'll enjoy sch.. =) miss ya lots..
mau.. hope to meet up with ya soon=)
rj, nel, nic... let go and play basketball or jogging on sat!

went to the settlers cafE!!!!
had fun there...
thanks to............. LYNDEL!!!!
cos she was the one who brought us there
i love that place cos there was lots of games
went there to celebrate vivien's birthday..
i promise myself to go there again..

its...... RED TEAM AGAIN!!!!
while the group was playing games

gek ting bought a pack of fried worms for vivien..

this was added to her drink.. hmmmm.... i guess... its ""yummy""
its me seejin and mingfong..

we played a few games there.. i like the game "pit"
cos all of us were like "two two two" "three three three" "one one one"

went to rj's house to take naruto and sian jian qi xia chuan vcds
went to bedok to eat the fishball noodle..
seriously i had never queue for food that long before..
took some pictures while waiting

going to watch naruto.. LOL.. getting my pay tml! yeah!!!!!
=)

what will happen if i'm in love?

my first time~

2006-10-20T16:39:00.000+08:00
BOMB! its mi
hahahaha
i'm bored!

i had alot of "first time" during this holiday
1.first time ice-skating
2.first time talking to a les(she asked mi a lot of weird qn)
3.firt time participated in CSC's event
4.first time camping in TP
5.first time interating with the MINDS
6.first time having field cooking
7.first time drangon boating
8.first time using my sister's lap top blogging
9.first time a les is interested in mi
10.first time drinking this juice(its has spinach,pineapple and apple)
11.first time eating hotdog at compasspoint's 1909
12.first time playing counter stike-though i get killed a lot of times
13.first time scoring A in PARA PARA
14.first time staing over night at chalet with my poly fren

HA! talking abt para para it was a noob competition.. it was meant for mi wk and syaza but she got disappeared during the holiday.. mich was sort of like our teacher.. thanks mich..

COUNTER STIKE..
i'm always dying in this game.. ALL THE TIME! the moment i picked up the weapon i will definitely found my character killed.. ts love killing mi..
i dun understand why some people love this game so much..

Dota..
i had IMPROVED! i know how to buy other equitments.. like making the recipe etc.. HAHA.. have to thanks to....................NICHOLAS!! anyway sorry for making you lose in game..

Time table..
i GOT INTO PSYCOLOGY!!! hahaha but i going to have monday blue everyweek from now cos i'll onli end sc at 6 every monday..
all my friends are in different psycology as mi.. poor mi.. SOB~

i dun wanna waste my time off like this

2006-10-13T03:12:00.000+08:00
had been missing for 2 weeks
i had camp and a class chalet
it was a community service camp **a very meaningful one**
i was in the red team
i had a lot of fun
known a lot of nice ppl
my team got very well bonded
we even got the best team award and gotten a sasha bear

day one of the camp
i got separated from ade BUT same team as april
my team had 12 ppl in total
3 guy 9 girls
not long after a few ice breaking games
we headed to BISHAN HOME, a place for those intellectually disabled ppl
their IQ is less 70
when i first saw them
i was really scared as they behave very differently from us
some juz kept very quiet at a corner
while some made a lot of noise
i remembered there was this mentally disabled guy hold on to my hand and didn't allow mi to go
i was lost.. i was scared but i can't show it out show i know they will feel hurt
they are actually the same as us but they are juz slower
i felt better when we started to play game with them
they are harmless juz like little kids
very innocent ppl
game such as throwing the paper plane across the room seem simple but for most of them its a challenage
we taught them how to fold the paper plane and how we should throw the plane in order to make it fly
they were very excited when they see it fly
i never know being contented can be that easy..
we left the place and back to TP for dinner
the dinner was................~~horrible~~ nice.
as there will be a camp fire on the third day we were told to have a little performance
after all the discussion we are having..... TP MASS DANCE!!!
i love it!! its so fun! LOL
some ppl might dislike it but seriously its fun! i simply enjoy it..
slept at 3 plus that night we played "shit hole" and went to the sandwich machine for supper.. HAHA
my diet will never suceed LOL

Day 2
it was all abt games
a lot of games
we have adventure learning in the morning **those high element games.. eg flying fox**
i really hope to give it a try.. but i can't cos i've heat stroke that morning.. my first ever heat stroke in my life!
we had a lot of games
we had field cooking! something i never tried before.. choir dun have such things.. hahaha.. it was fun. we cook pasta.. i was the chief.. LOL
then games again
there was this section that call "Ability/envionmental games"
they give us a plate that has some holes punched *dunno wat it call but its for the blind to feel its like letting them to "read"*
when i was blind folded i was totally lost all i could depend on was my team mates
finally i know how the blind feel

game 2..
this game reminds mi of my dad
its a game whereby we have to tied up one of our leg to other member and slowly kick the ball from one end to the other
when our legs got tied up to one another's its really difficult to control we begin to walked like cripples a few times we nearly fell down.. we were afraid to fall cos we didn't wan to hurt ourself
same goes to my dad.. went he first amputated his leg he move very slowly as he didn't wan to fall
he had been acting very behavely infront of me..i thought his was really alright hence didn't give much attention to you *i'm sorry for not being sensive*
i could have done more for him.. ppl.. really spend some time with your love ones before u regret it.. i'm regretting now
i'm not a filial child.. i'm not.. i could have done more..
i miss him..

we had other games too but i dun wish to go into details..
i slept at 3 plus that night as i ahve to plan for my class chalet
intially was supposed to plan with some one but it turn out to be a solo job by mi..
nevermind its ok
i'm capable enough to plan it by myself..
thank-you eddie and vivien for accompanying till 3 plus

Day 3
we went to the MINDS *forgotten what it stand for but its the same as bishan home*
i was asked to partnered one of the trainee there **trainee is the name for the ppl there, the intellectually disabled**
they were the high functioning group/low supporting group ppl
she is Azizah. she is 32 but she act like 10 plus kids.. though she is older then mi but she calls mi "jie jie"
she stick on to mi a lot, hold on to my hand a lot of times..
i can't post her photo.. they said its for a certain reason.. can't remember wats it..
but one thing she cannot remember my name
i tried different ways but she juz cant remember mine..
they are very easy contented ppl..
when i left the place i suddenly have this thought
though God might had taken something from them but it may be a blessing in disguised.. at least they dun have to worry abt money, BGR, meals and studies.. **not as STRESSFUL as the ppl nowadays**
they came over to TP and camp there.. that night we had campfire..
had performances and a lantern walk around the school
that night, my team didn't sleep at all we played a lot of games.. silent heart attack, fish, go back jump-go jump go, murderer and etc..
after games at abt 4 plus in the morning.. all of the team mates each hold a lighted lantern
and headed to mac that is a few HDB flats away from TP.. it has been donkey years eversince i last played the lantern
we had breakfast there.. the funny thing was.. all of us slept at mac.. LOL
imagine two rows of ppl sitting opposite each other, sleeping, total 14 of us 7 in each row..

DAY 4 the last day of camp..
i was tired.. jogged2 rounds with azizah
while she was having breakfast i was sleeping at one side..
after breakfast we had some games and had dragon boating.. it was damn fun!! i never tried that before.. plus the student coach was damn cute! all the instrutor this camp was soo cute and cool.. hee..hee..
its was a fun experience..
at abt 3 plus the MINDS ppl have to leave us.. when azizah was abt to leave the bus i asked her do u remember my name and she said "yes, rebecca jie jie.." i was damn touch! i cried.. she finally remember my name.. though i know she might forgotten the next moment but at least she made an effort to remember it..
the camp ended abt one hour after they left.. but my group was that close that after we break camp we still stayed to play those games we played during the camp.. the camp ended at 4 but we left at 7.30 pm.. we exchanged numbers and collected everybodies msn.. i like this group of ppl.. i had fun..

it has been a very meaningful camp.. i dun wanna waste my time off by thinking of BGR and some useless thing.. there are a lot of things that we can do..

YAWN!! i'm tired.. going to continue abt the class chalet tml..
i've got bitten by some unknown insect during the class chalet, had more than 40 red spots on my face..
look at the picture below..not very clear but still able to see the red spots
its not pimple.. i dunno wats it too
wat if its dengue fever??!!??

i didn't check wat i've wrote.. sorry if u guys dun understand it..
i'm tired.. going to the doctor tml
hopeful there is nothing serious abt my face..
I'VE GOT DISFIGURED!!

my days are spent like this

2006-09-22T00:37:00.000+08:00

16/09/06
first day of work..with maureen..
leg pain
leg pain
leg pain
cos there was different function going on at the same time
i was separated from maureen
i was placed with a group of guys and 3 aunties
the guys are mostly abt our age
no joke
i'm the youngest girl there
suppose to end at 5 but the leader said 6
so i said "but they said till 5"
he said "this is banquet"
and he walked off
well.. nvm..
i'm ok with it.. i understand service industry is like this
more working hours = more money$$$$$$
hee..hee.. *grin*
next day start work at 6am
but i slept at 2
cos was on the phone

17/09/06
2nd day of work
the cab pick mi up at 5.10
reach the hotel at 6
start working at 6.10
the staff mess up my pass number
i suppose to be labeled as 'T' series
but they put mi 'C'
'T' means newcomer
'C' means had been working there for a period of time
haiz..
i was left alone to serve 13 IMF top guest
again
leg pain
leg pain
leg pain
very pain
very pain
very pain
and finally....
.......
.....
...
...
..
..
..
..
.
super pain!!!!

my uniform..

then towards the end the leader
sent a male staff (ridzwan) over
my 1st time meeting him
he was nice
a year younger than mi
malay
smart guy
in NYP banking and finance
he knew my legs pain
he kept asking mi to rest
very sweet and thoughtful
later part he left cos he had some training

the other guy came(han)
he is much much much more funnier than the previous one
talked to mi
joked with mi
asked for my email, hp number
at 7 i left my work place ((FINALLY!!!))
han sms mi said i am a nice girl
lol

went to meet nel and zp for dinner
had KFC
then they went to play pool
i din wan cos i was tooo tired
while they were playing i was
sitting at aside sleeping
the BEST part is they left mi alone sleeping there
damn bad
((remind mi of korean trip
i was left alone at the hotel room then
i was scared
i searched high and low for them
but i couldn't find them
i was crying
then i saw nick
he brought mi their room))
i was really angry with the both of them
i onli slept for 2 hours definitely i'll be tired by 8pm
i dun have the energy to scold him
i took a cab and go home
went to sleep as soon as i finished washing up

18/09/06
accompanied my mum to KK hospital
she had breast screening
the report wasn't out
my mum dun have to back if there is nothing wrong with the report
went shopping with her
till abt 3 plus left bugis and head to CGH
she had another appointment
it was a fast one cos the doctor onli sees hers hand
after that we went home
stayed at home for abt 2 hours and went over to aunty may's house for dinner
baby wayne was there too
he is soooo cute love him sooo much

19/09/06
went ICE-SKATING!!!
fun fun fUN FUN !!!!!!!!!
i fell down 4 times but i pick up skating already
xj was nice he was holding my hands
while i skate** thanks**
he seems to know when i will fall
but among the 4 times i fall he wasn't there
lol
nel was nice too he hold on to mi when i fall
thanks nel!
but he hold on to ade too
BUT!! not Sushan's
nel u very... haiz.. be a man la!! lol

nic and jiao funniest
i was behind when i saw this
super funny
at 1st nic was abt to fall
jiao quickly hold on to him!
BUT!!
nic pull jiao down and he quickly hold on to the side
instead of nic falling it turn out to be jiao on the ice.. lol
i love ice-skating!
i will go again

20/09/06
went back to sch
'teach' wk
i went to look for books on violins and some other books
waited for runting for soooo long then nv turn up
brought a dress.. hee..hee..

i can't afford to lose anyone.. i won't be able take it
i will go nuts
please.... there mustn't be anything happen to her

.:::**hOw mY dAYs aRe SpENt**:::..

2006-09-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

wat i've done
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11/09/06
went to gym with nel and nic
then went to watch a movie with a fren
i love crying.. i'm emotional.. wat can you do to mi
u've nv seen mi crying while watching "the classic", "crazy first love" and "xiao hai bu ben 2"
i wanna cry u can't do anything.. i know!! u can pretend you dunno mi..
i'm prefectly fine with it *haha*
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12/09/06
went to celebrate wk,ade, syaza, and jonnie's birthday on
at sentosa
had fun will post the pictures soon
went to meet rj they all for dinner
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13/09/06
went to watch snakes on the plane with nel, jiao and nic
played dota..
manage to kill nel! wahahaha
credit goes to......
.....
.....
.....
.....
NICHOLAS!!
he is a good teacher.. he taught mi well
not like nel (always tell mi this "juz shoot them!")

i lied on that day too

gotten my exam results.. passedd all
*grin*

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14/09/06
went gym with nic and nel
went to jiao's house
watch tv

went to play pool in the evening
i won all the last few round
the funniest round i had was when i played with nic
all the ball he aimed went in BUT the white ball followed in too
the best thing is.... for soo many turns he had the same thing happened even when hitting the black ball
as a result i won him
and nel remember wat you said if i won nic u will tok off ur ****
HAHA =D
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15/09/06
went to jurong east
wanted to go for ice-skating but too many ppl
hence ice-skating had to be postpone.. better too cos can get more ppl
play around there and went to queenstown
look at the sports item there
soo many things i could buy there
BUT! i have no money
LOL
but nvm
i love doing window shopping too
=)
met zp and played pool with him
and guess wat
i won him! LOL
i had fun
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tml will be my first day of work at the raffles convection centre hope everything will turn out fine =)

caught my eye

2006-09-10T02:50:00.000+08:00
everyday i'm watching "princess hours"
its soooo nice. =)

eveybody likes the feeling of being in love
but the problem is.. who you're loving and who's loving u..
its nice to be loved by someone u like..
but its weird to be loved by someone that u dun.. (no feeling)
not weird.. i mean its more of feeling guilty and bad..
like he did so much things for u but the feeling is not there..

爱我和我爱的人..

went out today..
went to check out for violin and the lessons
i wanna get a good violin.. my budget for it is $1500
should i buy 2nd hand? i saw one 2nd hand violin
its a good one.. from germany, handmade somemore..still in good condition
going at the price of $800 but has been used for 3 years..

since young i wanted to learn violin
but my parents dun allow.. =(
now i'm able to work..
i wanna earn money
i wanna use my own money to pay for it
age is not a matter.. if i have the determination to learn something i'm sure i'm able to..
agree?

anybody knows abt violin?
where can i get a good one?
how to choose it?

something caught my eye.. when i was shopping outside
i saw this shirt from the side view and i thought it was puma
at first i was still thinking why did they sell puma here
i took it out and it turn out to be TUNA!!! LOL

PUMA -----> TUNA
juz 2 words different.. all i can say to the designer is
you're CREATIVE!
it wasn't ex.. actually i dun mind buying it cos its sooo ~~cute~~ funny..

going to give my little cousins tuition tml..
after that i'll go bugis.. i heard from my cousin that
bugis area got sell violin..
wanna go check out for the price..

i want more money!!!

2006-09-09T01:41:00.000+08:00
nothing to do? nah..
i had been "giving tuition" to four little cousins of mine
two P6 one P4 and one sec one..
i taught them maths and and science
LOL..
they likes mi=)
wanted to post their pics.. but... lazy.. LOL
some other day ba

i wanna go ICE SKATING!!
wanted to go on wk's birthday but mich dun wan..
nvm..
now is zoo V.S sentosa..
if take zoo the tickets have to pay full amount cos my sis won't
be able to get the tickets that is at 50% off on time
how??

i slept at 6am on wednesday.. cos..
i was watching this korean drama call princess hours or gong or gonng..
darn nice!
i love it
talking abt a 19 year old ordinary gal married the prince-shin
its a comedy cum romance

in the show there is a prince named "yul" he is super nice in the show
he is the guy on the right side
he love the 19 year old girl and did a lot of things for her..
plus he is good looking some more.. i like him!! LOL
but in that show onli.. LOL
prince shin the one on the left
(left)xiao ling the bad gal in the show ex-lover of prince shin
the gal on the right the 19 year old gal named cai jing wife of shin

in the show they went to "teddy bear museum"
the bears inside are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute!!!
i wanna go korean again and i mux go there!
all the bears inside have a theme to follow
they are really cute..

i also have a someone who is like yul.. but..
the feeling wasn't there..
suddenly feel love is sooo complicated and confusing
i dun wanna be in love now..
so tired..
i have change my mind
i wanna work study and play
i wanna earn money
i wanna learn how to play violin
i'm serious
i will be able to do it
i will.. =)

had fun at the chalet..
happy birthday grace and brenda

what have i done??

2006-09-04T19:40:00.000+08:00
tuesday..29/08/06
my mood on last wednesday..
"i'm going to fail all the paper.. i'm dead i'm sooo dead.."
mich,roy,xj and roy
went to my house for mahjong..

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wednesday...30/08/06
first day of holiday..
went jogging
went swimming(with maureen!)
then to cafe cartel
i still remember we were damn full.. lol
went to buy beads to do hand craft..
i jux love doing crafts DIY etc..

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thursday...31/08/06
TEACHERS DAY CELEBRATION!!
i miss secondary friends of mine..
i miss i miss i juz miss the people.. the teachers too!
miss yong damn bad lor.. say take pic with you
kept saying next time next time
waited for mdm sahrul for pretty long.. but she appeared before we leave
didn't get to see mdm leow, mdm poh..
we haagen-dazs nice chocolate..

not cheap.. $40.30 but yummy!
then shop and shop

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friday..1 sept 2006
my dad's 49th day of death..
i miss him.. i really do..
cried a bit.. mixed feeling when i saw his pic
haiz..
after that went expo bought MP4 the one with camera function.. similar to nel's one
then went to tampines to shop
went to citigems.. bought lots of things
bought bird nest and other stuff
had a nice dinner

totally spending of the day 3500 dollar.. all paid by my big sis
she is rich..$$$$$$ heex

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saturday...2 sept 06
my maid went off today
we cried..
gonna miss her..
haiz... all good things have to come to an end
go went interview.. some manicure thingy
the good thing abt this job is it teaches mi new skill
bag thing abt this job is the pay is super low and the time is sooo scary
first week everyday 11-9 plus its at tanjong pagar
i rejected the job and decided to head for maureen's one
as a waitress at raffles convention centre
6 per hours
with function or ph will be 7 per hour
not bad rite
plus can choose the days u wanna work..
went shopping again
went to shop for things to reconstruct my room

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sunday.. 3 sept 06
went to give tuition at aunty angel's house
went down to raffles convention centre to fill in the form
but they were having a meeting
the lady who is incharge gave mi the form and told mi to submit it on other day
i was "huh come again" in my heart then smile and said its ok to the lady
eat at bugis
went home then go down to downtown to check out th booking of chalet
** i did do my job **
however.. the aloha loyang needs civil servant to book to get discounted price
costa sand.. need an NTUC gold card member to book at a discounted price..
i'm nither both..
sianz

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monday.. 4 sept 06
went to submit the form..
walk around at suntec and marina square
i think we're really not of the same type
when will i have the courage to talk things out?
haiz.. dunno la
went to sakae sushi for dinner with my sister and her bf at whitesand
i wanna go for their buffet
students at 13.90.. i wanna eat there again!
should i go fishing?
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take it or leave it

2006-08-26T16:23:00.000+08:00
人会变月会圆..
things change isn't it?

exams
exams
and exams

very stressful.. but exams also equal to holidays coming
looking forward to holidays *grin*

my blog, my words, my SAY!

2006-08-23T09:15:00.000+08:00
the first thing i do when i'm access to computer
-delete the pictures
-delete a portion of the post that is posted on 16 sept

my blog, my words, my SAY!
in this world there is only female and male
its either i take picture with a female or a male..
i take picture with an opposite sex does it mean that i 'stead' with him???!!
does it mean that i cannot take picture with opposite sex??
cos we'll be labelled as 'stead'
in the first place read that post properly!
i had underline and bold it..**read it again**
will a galfren be dumb enough to ask her boyfren to get a galfren soon?
**DUN MAKE MI LAUGH**
for your information its 2006

i'm very angry at the moment
its like i'm already very stressed over exams
cos i can't catch up at all
and yet i heard all these
WAT THE FUCK!
dun come and talk to mi or sms mi.. i'm very angry now..
guess i dun wish to study at elias on thursday that is tml
va.. i will see u on friday.

i woke up early in the morning at 7 plus to get ready and head to sch to study
i told myself that i will start studying at 9 and yet i'm one level 2 deleting pictures..

i'm sorry if i did hurt anyone after reading this post
but for ur information i'm really angry and a bit hurt i will not post any of the pictures i took with u guys since there are complains.. but in another way i'm also at fault i shouldn't have post it my blog but ur picture too u guys can treat it as i'm having PMS..

i'm going to fail all the exam

2006-08-20T03:15:00.001+08:00
HOW!!!!
i'm not in the study mood
exam is around the corner
i'm so dead
still have soooo many things that i dun understand
5 more day to maths paper
7 days to CKT
8 days to DFUN
i'm dead
i'm dead
i'm dead
maybe i'm still able to get a pass
i dunno

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something funny
wicked=wk=weekeat=twin=bikiniqueen
did made something for mi
i find it really funny
i like the big head one cos it really makes mi laugh!

here it is

rebecca and her big head..(before sliming)

rebecca and her slim face..(after sliming)

and finally the best of the best!! the presence rebecca(wahahahaha)

ALL CREDIT GOES TO MR ANG

i'm going to fail all the exam

2006-08-20T03:15:00.000+08:00
HOW!!!!
i'm not in the study mood
exam is around the corner
i'm so dead
still have soooo many things that i dun understand
5 more day to maths paper
7 days to CKT
8 days to DFUN
i'm dead
i'm dead
i'm dead
maybe i'm still able to get a pass
i dunno

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something funny
wicked=wk=weekeat=twin=bikiniqueen
did made something for mi
i find it really funny
i like the big head one cos it really makes mi laugh!

here it is

rebecca and her big head..(before sliming)

rebecca and her slim face..(after sliming)

and finally the best of the best!! the presence rebecca(wahahahaha)

ALL CREDIT GOES TO MR ANG

read carefully!

2006-08-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

nel.. 19 years old le.. time to grow up..
LOL.. (just joking)
wishing u all the best in everything and hopefully u'll get a girlfriendsoon =)
i know thats wat u always wanted..hahaha

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fun in school.. i onli go for one hour.. LOL
had a nursery rhythm competition with the gang again..
GUESS WAT!
syaza was the forth winner **to u guys the truth there is onli 4 competitors.. in another words she is the loser for this game**
then was mich
and 2nd winner was wk
and
finally!
the winner
is.................................
ME!!
i'm the ULTIMATE WINNER!!!!!!
haha
lets have other competitions..

went to fashion show at the design sch
not bad la the designs
there was lots of balloons at the end
i had 4 heart balloon..
but i threw it away at the later part of the day cos i was like...
angry??
nvm
dun really wanna say the details but at the end of the day
things was settled
i'm the winner too
i won the war.. lol

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once its gone its once.. i won't beg it to come back
when its my fault i will say sorry
but when its not.. i won't even bother
i'm no longer the gal whom dun stand for my rights..

i have been tagged!

2006-08-15T06:21:00.000+08:00
"Rules:
#1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
#2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
#3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
#4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this."

I HAVE BEEN TAGGED.

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Favorite Colors: lately into purple,orange and yellow.....
Favorite Food: chocolates, chicken, fish etc etc
Favorite Song: oh..thats uncountable.. but i'm sure i dun like twinle twinle star sang by syaza (LOL juz joking)
Favorite Movie: erm... dun remember..
Favorite Sport: swimming and badminton
Favorite Season: like wat syaza said there is onli summer here.. ermm.. winter would be good
Favourite Day Of the Week: all days except monday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: depending on the brand

Current
Current Mood: awake and sianz.
Current Taste: chicken that is cooked with some dark sauce
Current Craved Clothes: anything that i like..
Current Desktop: graph of happiness
Current Toenail Color: didn't use
Current Time: 6:30 am
Current Surroundings: dark and cold
Current Annoyance(s): the sound of the fan
Current Thought: i dun wan exam!!!

Firsts
First Best Friend: can't remember my first best fren... dunno wat yun.. but i will always remember those who have rawk my life now.. =)
First Performance: during my K2 graduation day.
First Movie: little mermaid
First Piercing: when i was abt 3???
First Lie: forgetten
First Music: nursery rhymes.(same as syaza)

Lasts
Last Drink: water
Last Car Ride: taxi(on the way to runting's house)
Last Embarassing moment: today.. at the engine canteen.. *not really embarassing but funny*
Last Movie Seen: the lake house.
Last Phone Call: somebody...
Last CD Played: the choir CD

Have You Evers
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: yup
Have You Ever Broken the Law: yes.. stealing when i was very very young but that was an accident
Have You Ever Been Arrested: never.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: i have no idea wats that
Have You Ever Been on TV: yes cant really remember when and wat happened but i remember i was on tv.. on newapaper too
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: never wan to kiss strangers

5 things you're wearing
1. shirt
2. shorts
3. bra
4. hair band
5. undies

4 things you've done today
1. woke up
2. brush my teeth
3. play games
4. talk

3 things you can hear right now
1. the sound of the fan
2. the sound of wind
3. the sound of typing

2 things you can't live without
1. all my love ones
2. food

1 thing you do when you're bored
1. sleep/suf net/watch tv/sing song

And for the 5 people
**maureen
**va (but i think u had a similar one)
**rj
**those who read this post
**those have nothing better to do

+++++++++++++++++++++

i slept at 9pm on 14 angust'06
woke up at 5.14am on 15 august'06
one message frm runting
a missed call from xj

something that i've miss out??

erm... went to runting house with mich and xj
he has two house
ade.. u found a rich guy
LOL..
i'm hungry
its 7 in the morning
erm.. i shall go cook some food for myself
my maid still sleeping
hahaha
my mum say she dun wan the maid.. haiz..
guess i'm gonna miss her

conclusion
sleep early for good and healthy skin
anyway.. i dun like people to use the word 'kaox'

i never learnt my lesson

2006-08-12T12:11:00.000+08:00

time to wake up
time to learn to love myself more

i'm very unhappy lately
there is so many thing that is keeping inside mi
hai

i spent a lot of time with A than BCDE
and hardly get to see FGHIJ
today finally meeting K
its has been a long time ever since i last met K
if A is not going to watch fireworks with mi
then maybe i will watch it with K or LMNOPQ or even together
(seems like copying someone's style in one of the post, sorry din mean it, becos i din wanna mention the names )

how would life be?
if a lot of things that i dun wanna happen didn't happen??
like my last sentence to my dad was i love you instead of scolding?
like spending more time with BCDEFGHIJ instead of A?
like i never do dumb and stupid stuff?

i miss my dad a lot
i thought i really gotten over but when i'm alone
in the bus.. at the canteen waiting.. waiting for somebody..
i will thought of him and tears begin to roll down from my cheeks
exams are coming
when i was working i should of studying
when i'm studying i thought to playing
when i'm playing i thought of sleeping
when i'm eating i thought of slimming
when will the cycle end?
my is life so sickening?
hai

sometimes i dun feel appreciated
both realtionship in my life i dun have a status
haha its a curse
maybe i won't get into a relationship
i'm always in the middle
not fren nor lover
i'm nobody
i'm like yi xiang qin yuan
maybe i'm
maybe i'm not its still a question mark
when will i use the proper word dear instead of deer???
when will i hear the three words that comes from the one i love

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yesterday went to play some shooting game
very fun
i nv tried the game
i was named as ICE
first game i was the onli survivor left cos i kept shielding myself
2nd game with my own shooting skill i got to be dunno what 1st private colonel
so fun
runting was good at this game
he was like 3-4 rank higher than mi
he was like playing the game so long till he said his hand is tired
here's one of the pic i took while runting was playing the game

after that we went to watch the fireworks
all i could say abt the fireworks was.......BEAUTIFUL!!!
i love fireworks!

wat if..wat if..

2006-08-05T04:44:00.000+08:00
i really love spending time with friends
some how i think when ppl gets into relationship
the time they spend on friends comes lesser and lesser
though i'm not in a relationship
but i know i spent lesser and lesser time when them
i wan to have equal time with frens and lover thats my goal

i felt that i have neglected a lot of ppl
i'm sorry
i will make it up..

soon.. i will know whether i wan to continue with the presence
or the old lifestyle of mine where there is more freedom
if i continue with the presence i will lose a lot of ppl
but if i stick to the old mi.. i lose one person..
(maybe i will lose one person maybe not, my thinking onli)
i dunno
things are unpredictable

i didn't update all the fun i had in school
really had tonnes of fun
though quiz had killed mi :x
life would be worst without the fun i had with my class especially wk,syaza and mich

had a mini competition with the gang..
wk syaza mich and i
so fun
we sang so many songs
some malay.. some chinese.. some indian.. and even christmas song
LOOK! we're promoting racial harmony! =)

study really hard for sem exam??
hope i will.. ha ha ha

if life will to be as simple as ABC

i dunno wat i'm doing

2006-07-30T16:15:00.000+08:00
i dunno wat i'm doing lately
really dunno
well nevermind

din update my blog lately cos has been home late
haiz..
wat am i doing??

ha ha ha ha!!!!
i simply love my poly classmates
i really had a lot of fun with them
i spent so much time with them that i nv meet with a lot of ppl

shit!
i'm going to fail all my quiz
i'll be dead!!!
i will retain..
=(

i'm being played
i guess
i think so
maybe you still have feelings for mi
but
i juz feel like i'm being played
haiz
i'm so dumb
i dunno wat i'm doing..
i will have better guys right??

i had fun

2006-07-23T20:51:00.000+08:00
haha..
mich,zheng long and weekeat came to my house
i had fun
zheng long came over to help us with EPT
we played with the hair curler(dunno the actual name)
watch tv together
play with isqueez
i show them all the photos i had

shocked... somebody message mi out of the blue
asking mi whether i need any help
ermm.... i dunno how to treat you.. i dun care anymore
i had fun with my frens now.. i dun have to worry so much as before

i miss choral singing
i will be going for TKD training soon..
wahahaha
shocking ba... LOL

the lizard?? my dad?? i wonder??

2006-07-23T00:36:00.000+08:00
one week..
in an eye blink.. one week has gone
the buddhist believe that the spirit of the dead will come back on the seventh day

yesterday was the seventh day of my dad's death
my mum prepared food such as...
dim sum, cream cracker, rice, shao ya(duck), shao ruo(crispy pork) and chao siew(pork).. they are cut into to different sizes some are big and some small... like those we usually had outside..
though i dun really believe it.. but i know if he is really back he would like to have the chocolate cookies
so i put in the chocolate cookies for my dad (i prepared 2 types of cookie one was wat he requested before he left and the other was wat he had bought )
we also prepared drinks like coke,plain water and milo
a pen, a piece of paper and numbers

my mum told mi that the 40 numbers are put in line of 10(straightly in line)
all windows, fans and door were close
the wasn't much moving air

all of us were in the master bedroom
my sister, my mum and my maid
my mum shouldn't sleep at all..
both the maid and my sister were sound asleep except my mum and i
we were watching tv
usually my mum would be very tired or asleep by 23:45 but she wasn't last night
my mum knows that i was tired hence she accompany mi to sleep
my mum and i was sleeping on the master bed while my sister and my maid sleeps on the mattress

i woke up and 3 plus realizing my mum is still awake
as i was too tired i continued sleeping but i remember i did talk to my mum asking her to sleep

at 7.. my mum woke mi up
"xueling! xueling! qi lai! qi lai!" meaning wake up! wake up!
i went out to look at the food that my mum had prepared..
the scary part was...
2 pieces of shao ya and 1 piece of chao siew was on the table
it was on the plate initially!
one of the prawn dumpling(dim sum) was placed differently
it has been moved!
the milo cup have sign of it has been drank
some of the numbers in line has been moved
the pen has dropped
the chocolate cookies that he requested before he left turns soggy while the other type didn't(it was still solid)
so scary huh??!!!

BUT! i told my mum it might be the lizards, the ants etc etc..
but she said that there wasn't any ants
so i said its the lizard
but she said the 2 shao ya are too big to be moved by the lizards..
think abt quite true..
but my mum dun believe that the lizards will do such thing
she thinks that its my dad and the niu tuo ma mian
but i dun really believe in such thing
i still believe its the lizard that move the food
after all the discussions
my maid start clearing the stuff
and guess wat!!!!!
there was really a small lizard hiding under the plate
but its a baby lizard
i told my mum i was right
but she said the lizard is really too small to move the food
so i said it could be the mother lizard helped the baby lizard to pull out the shao ya and the chao siew
they end up laughing at mi
true wat!!
thats the only way to explain it( i'm a christian.. i dun believe in these(the niu tuo ma mian etc etc but i will respect it)

after my maid finish clearing my mum told mi that last night when all of us in the room at abt 23:50 plus she could smell a very strong smell of shao ya.. but i couldn't
none of us smell it except for her...
she was imagining things?? my dad was back??
i really dunno
but i couldn't explain the milo, the numbers and the cookies( there wasn't strong wind really!)
but my mum and i decided to do an experiment tonight on the cookies

thank-you people
really very thankful for all the care and concern you guys had gave
deeply appreciated
couldn't have known wat to do without you guys
there is sooo many people that i wanna thank
va,marcus,rj,mau,nel,zp,geo,misstan,ade,wk,zl,mich,syaza,runting,john,
xj,auntybeebee,churchmates,qy,eileen,weiting,colleagues,
etc etc.. sorry if i had missed out some of the ppl
you guys really give mi a lot of strength to move on
i'm better.. really very much better
i never cry for 3 days already
like wat some of them had told mi
there is no point crying
crying won't bring him back
my dad wouldn't wan to see us like this
i cried the most on the day he left and on the last day of funeral
so many things had happened

haiz.. i shall concentrate on the studies now
*sign* quiz is on next week.. i really can't catch up all the things i had missed

now i have lost all the guys in my life

tell mi its not true

2006-07-15T10:52:00.000+08:00
i never expect it
i never

you told mi that you will be able to see mi married
you said you wanna play with my kids..

i miss you
i love you

its all my fault
if i had check on you earlier
if i did not hesitate to call 995
i should have give you two chocolate cookies instead of one
u told mi you will recover soon
you was arguing with mi
you were so energetic then
all this happen only within an hour
this is too fast
i can't take it
tell mi its not true

daddy.. i miss you

i love my class

2006-07-14T19:28:00.000+08:00
erm... its time to face the fact..
i'm having fanancial problem..
due to my dad's medical bill
juz the operation and staying in the hospital
has cost abt 17k.. real singapore dollar..
not maple meso..
well.. its ok.. money can be earned..
i will to work from now on
every wed,fri and sunday
wed and fri.. 5-11 then sunday 10-10..
scary huh~
well no choice.. at first i only wanted to work on
sunday and wednesday but yati said there is a new regulation
saying have to work at least 3 times per week
urghh... this nonsense
i wish i can get better job..
haiz... nvm..

had a great time today in sch..
*dun wish to talk abt wat happened in the early morning*
i had fun during CKT and the break before maths
sooooooo fun
joking with runting side burn..(i dunno whether is this 'burn')
as wk said it looked like it is blued on.. it looked fake
lol.. so funny.. i love hanging out with them!
erm...
syaza... i think you have to work on tuning.. LOL
bad syaza.. trying to make mi fall in LT.. lol... i'm fast ok.. manage to balance myself.. LOL
wk... sooo bad.. supported syaza evil act
i'm watching the both of you
i love my friends! i love all of them!

the cheerful becca will be back soon!

2006-07-13T23:38:00.000+08:00
a bit sad lately
i dunno why
i wanna take a break from this world
i hope i can take 2 weeks mc then stay at home and rest
sleep.. watch tv... play..
**which is totally impossible**

finally i see your true colour
i was a fool
well.. i'm very clear wat i'm doing now
i will avoid you from now on
as far as possible i dun wanna see you..
i won't wanna study with you anymore
i will still talk to you BUT onli on studies
but it will be better if i dun talk to you at all

being ai mei/''flirting'' with mi when you have other ppl in mind
WAT??!! playing with me??
dun tell mi you dunno whether you have feelings for mi or not
i dun wanna be with someone like you
i'm not going to listen to watever you said..
thank God.. i did not start the relationship with you

6 more weeks to exam.. i wanna do well
i dun wanna be separated with the class
guess my classmates dun wish to lose mi too
i mean i'm such a nice person.. LOL...
ok la.. i was being thick skin..

that is nothing left to say but good-bye..

2006-07-09T10:58:00.000+08:00
-i had been sick since tuesday..
-had been coughing non-stop
-skip lecture on friday
-went home to sleep
-this whole week sucks
-bored

am i really close to the guys in the class?

*those in " " is wat he said.. those in - is my thoughts

"you're so close to them, if you really like someone you shouldn't be close to them"
"you message (somebody) then the both of you smile smile at one another, i saw!"
-the way you said seems like i'm flirting with them/him

"the way you talked to mi make mi so pak cek, others can stand you but i can't! "
"talking to you make mi very miserable"
-i'm so hurt after hearing this..

haiz... wat have i done?
i'm like always in the wrong
though many ppl feels that he is the one who is problematic
but some how or rather his words hurt mi
i'm thankful that you still have feelings for mi
though you didn't wan to say it out
i thought we could start but now i think
its impossible
i had enough..
after so many
replies of dunno, not sure, maybe, not sure either, orh, ok,=.= from you
and after talking to you, you seemed bo-chap

i think......... there is nothing left to say but good-bye..

WATEVER

2006-07-05T00:49:00.000+08:00

but if you wan it to be this way i will respect you
DUN SAY I BO-CHAP, I TALKED TO YOU.. YOU CHOOSE TO BE RUDE TO MI.
YOU ALWAYS TELL MI NOT TO BE RUDE. LOOK WHO IS THE ONE BEING RUDE??!!
SNATCHING THE PAPER AWAY AND STARING AT MI.. WOW.. YOU'RE SOOOOOO WELL MANNERED!
*LAUGH OUT LOUD*
you are the first ever ''fren'' that make mi so pissed off
i uses ''fren'' cos you're the one who dun regard mi as friends.. since thats the case
why should i give you face??!!

i'm a forgive and forget person
but i have to think twice when it comes to you..
i really dunno wat you wan
from term break till last friday.. practically everyday you could call
talk on the phone.. topic on studies, what i'm doing, pushing mi to other guys etc etc
saturday: went to study with you.. had dinner together.. a little window shop.. walked around bugis.. treat mi with ice-cream(quite an expensive ice-cream), *everything was so good*
sunday: raised your voice at mi
monday: treated mi as invisible.. i was talking to the air and carbon dioxide.. pass you your paper, snatching it away and staring at mi..

WAT DO YOU WAN???
i repeat myself i dun deserved to be treated like this!
you told mi on saturday of all the ppl you know
i'm the onli one you treat it this way
*if becos you like mi hence you're treating mi this way.. let mi tell you
HELLO.. its not the way to like a person*
watever it is i dun like it!
YOU ARE AFFECTING MY LIFE

i seriously dunno why i like you..
i'm nuts
you're soooooooooooo different from the ******
i admit when you are alone with mi you treat mi extremely good
but... i dunno why you change sooo much when we're with the grp
i always tell myself not to bother abt you cos you had choose not to talk to mi anymore
but....haiz
all i can say is i'm tooooo xin luan
i cant bear to see this happening
i mean you left the grp
you went stick on to another ppl
isolate from us
dun talk to us
walked off when the rest are still eating
!@#$
ask you why you did this
'cos there is no need to'
why are you treating mi like this?
'dunno"
still wanna be friends?
'dunno'
wth!
you dun have a brain to think is it??
i hope i manage to talk some sense to you last night

i dun wan it to be like this but.............
dunno la
dun care anymore
i will onli focus on my studies now

sunday was my dearest nephew's birthday..
i took some pictures.. lets look at it..

we had buffet.. yummy
lol
the food was GOOD!
envy?
lol
i will update more pictures soon
lol
=)

not in the mood to do a lot of things

2006-06-27T02:53:00.000+08:00
dun wish to load any pictures today
i'm not in the mood to do a lot of things
feeling a bit sad
i dunno where the sadness come from
juz simply feeling sad
sorry for not going for the movie with you all
maybe nx time..

went to meet victoria and qy together with ade
i miss her.. she will be flying back tml
the sad thing is i can't send her off
i'm trapped in the NE forum..
**sorry.. i have to attend the stupid forum**

i dunno why i suddenly feeling so moody
dun feel like talking
dun feel like eating
dun feel like knowing all the happening ard mi

i dunno why i'm here
i dunno what i'm doing
i....dunno.......

-maybe i should be out of the picture-

monday gathering

2006-06-26T02:53:00.000+08:00
first day of school.. sianz
haha
i nearly nearly mark as late for wrtoral
lucky
or esle i will get my 2nd warning letter

i took a lot of pictures in the lab today.. lol
too sianz le
haha
the EPT lab was not too bad
i get 3/4 for soldering
lol
but xj got full marks!! urgh..
well have to admit he did a good job

these are the pictures!thats my dog where all the wires are kept below! my creation!! i call them heart to heart syaza mich and mi! its........ xj.. hazwan...weekeat they din know i took their pictures..another one of.. wunna.tutor, runting,xji got soo sianz that i started promoting my watch.. i had fun..lolanother one promoting watch

have a lot more.. interested?? go friendster see... lol

wanna thank weekeat for helping mi in maple.. cos i restart a character then he helped mi to level up to 8.. thanks!!!

went to had dinner with va,nel and jiao..
then talking talking..
took picture with nelson
actually got a picture that have rj,nel and mi
~~stupid~~ nelson deleted it..
so onli left with this

erm... i realised jiao's blog really very interesting
the tag box.. alot of..jokes..laughter but also arguements

the war has started.........

finally... i willing to update

2006-06-22T02:53:00.000+08:00

finally i wanna update..
i will start from sentosa
well all i can say is
-everything is not well planned!..
-they nv plan whether wat the choir should do next
-wat games to play
-wet weather games(though it didn't rain but sometimes its better to be safe than sorry)
-the MAIN one seemed to throw all the things for us to do
-well... can't really blame on them cos they are inexperience but...i dun like them sitting there watching us to finish all the stuff..
the best part is they are no where to be found when they are needed

well.. overall the choir camp ~~sux~~ okay lor
happy that they enjoyed the wet games mi and mau had planned
lol
some pic i took
actually i have more pictures but i lazy to load all.. wanna see??? go friendster and search ba.. lol

wat i meant by lack of planning
look at them
waiting
waiting
and more waiting

my dear qian rong and eugenia
you can always look for mi when you need
i will always be free for choir =)

i like that talent time by the choir..
i cried when i heard
'a whole new world' remix
so touching

laughed the most at douglas, ismail they all
sooooooooo funny.. but they sounded GREAT!
we had a mini choir practice..
we sang soooo many songs
example: lion sleeps tonight.. grease.. now is the month of maying.. danny boy, shenando.. etc etc almost all the song we sang
i miss those choir days!
well nvm
i still can depend on the alumni
i will make sure it will not fall!
i will plan everything
**marcus... enjoy your camp i will keep you updated with the alumni thingy**
**zhiping.. pls dun spread things like i miss you etc.. i onli take one picture with you and you told ppl that i miss you!**
i rather miss nelson and george than you.. LOL

i miss... i miss..

2006-06-22T00:45:00.000+08:00
**was on the phone with marcus
a short conversation on choir and etc
ended when he was informed
" stand by area in 15 minutes time" he was like soo rush
LOL i think he din wanna be punished

** was on the phone with nel last night
initially was asking abt solar panels
but we ended up talking about giving birth
then prefer NS than giving birth
cos he dun wan cramps and having menses
LOL (guys.. girls also have their hard time ok!)
then he asked is giving birth more painful then the 'balls' got kicked?
nel.. i dunno how to answer you cos i dunno the feeling having 'balls' being kicked

anyway marcus prefer giving birth than NS.. lol
it seems like he is suffering in the NS
LOL
thats something i will nv go through.. hahaha

i went back to siglap today
GOSH!! i miss those time
i really do.. i took a lot of pictures

the place i had my night study..

the science labs..
there was this rumor on a dutch lady whose skeleton is in the lab
at night the dutch lady will wash clothes in the lab
LOL *i believe it when i was in sec 1 and 2* true???

my dearest classroom
our masterpiece

the place that we always go
before our self-study cum remedial
where we buy all the nonsense like clips and mini highlighter

the place where we will have our morning reading
well.. sometimes i do read.. but i muz dun like the content of reader's digest and national geographic
*sometimes i juz pretend i'm reading but actually secretly chit-chatting with my classmates*

my beloved choir notice board!

i miss choir..
i miss singing as a group
i miss the people, the songs, the jokes etc etc..
my choir juniors!

look at them.. sooo cute

i'm going to sentosa tml!!
lol
its a treasure hunt!!
i should enjoy first before i die
still yet to complete the assignments
*sign*

I dun have yuan fen with wrtoral

2006-06-21T02:53:00.000+08:00
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
i lost my thumb drive
i lost my wrtoral textbook
i lost the copy of my my wrtoral project

have to redo the whole wrtoral project
have to complete it before thursday as EPT is yet to complete
ARGH!!!!! i have no yuan fen with wrtoral.. sob
its simply not meant for mi

erm.. today.. overall quite fun.. heex
had a good time in the free access lab(computer)
john ade and i was competing who type the fastest..
winner john!
runner up.... ME!
lol

dun have much happening..
going back to siglap for the choir camp
bringing the lappy along
heex
i can do my project while they having choir practice
*smart mi*

ahem~ i was informed there is someone having the same blogskin as mine
well.. i will change it tml..
but i have this skin first..
well nevermind..
hao nv bu gen nan dou
or should i fight for my rights?

i think i still like

i also wanna be in love

2006-06-19T01:23:00.000+08:00
erm.. i was reading jiao's blog
still wanna wish them 'HAPPY BELATED 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY'
i was reading the list of sweet stuff nic had done for her
so happy for them

i also wanna be in love
but its seems like
there is still a long way to go
i also wanna hug someone when i'm down

will i be single forever?
will i meet my true love soon?
will i meet someone better than him?
will i get the fairytale ending?

i was once crazy in love
but its all gone
i had accepted the fact that we're not meant to be
i no longer missing you
i no longer crying over you
but i have to admit the fact that i still dare not to listen to 'i drive myself crazy'
PEOPLE DON"T TRY TO PLAY THIS SONG INFRONT OF ME
cos.... i will cry i dun wanna start crying over him
i really treating him as a friend

i was sufing the net and i totally agree with these...

'It's much easier to turn friendship into love, than love into friendship'-Unknown

'You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.'-Barbara Deangelis

i miss those time
where happiness seem surrounding mi
i miss the feeling of being in love
juz like the song....

yesterday once more
'Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they'd gone......

When they get to the part
Where he's breakin' her heart
It can really make me cry
Just like before
It's yesterday once more."

i like the lyric of i still

'i still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)'

va i know you gonna ask mi to be patience
i'm not rushing anything but simply missing being in love..
i'm fine =)

*still dun feel like sleeping though i din have enough sleep last night*

happy for her =)

2006-06-18T14:25:00.000+08:00
so happy for mich
she patch back with roy
not all break-ups are able patch

went shopping with mich yesterday
didn't buy a lot of stuff
i took neoprint with her

both of us went into the handicap toilet
*guess there were many question mark on those ppl we saw when we were walking out*
i went for a high tea buffet with her at bugis
the place was nice
cheap too *grin*
initially was looking for streamboat
but some how or rather we went for a high tea instead

i used to care a lot on how ppl look at mi (i mean stangers)
i have learnt this
'its your life do wat you one
so long as you're happy why bother how stangers look at you'

*yawn* i dun have enough sleep
sick of looking at the assignment on the desk
can i throw them away?

going to visit my dad later
'HAPPY FATHER"S DAY!"

******i'm broke******

*sign*

2006-06-16T18:08:00.000+08:00
not really in a good mood
unhappy
hidden mi
sad mi

i dunno
i'm lost
i'm trapped

i hate ppl that juz push all the blame on mi
dunno anything pls SHUT UP
you are asking things from mi then expect it to be fast quick and inform you
EXCUSE ME! that is not the way!

i simply hate you!!
i hate you!!!!!!!
i hate you!!!!!!!
i hate you!!!!!!!

i have never hate someone like i hate you before!

how is life so sad?

2006-06-15T15:39:00.000+08:00
again
the word flirt came in
it ended mine
it ended hers
mine was a minor one
but hers has cause a huge cut in the heart
why is relationship so difficult to handle?
why isn't there 'happily ever after' like
fairytales?
is DISNEY lying?
they make the kids believe that
the prince charming will come and save them
then live happily ever after
but it seems like there is no such thing

*cry all you wan, there is nothing that i can do but i promise to e by your side. i have got over a guy that i loved i'm sure you're able too. it will hurt but we have to bear with it.. 'letting go a failed relationship, bring you one step closer to the one you're meant for'*

i'm tired of life
i think others too
i may seem happy but inside mi
there is juz this bit that makes mi sad

i simply love them!

2006-06-12T05:55:00.000+08:00
FINALLY! i meet up with them
i miss them so much
had been spending all my time with my classmates
i miss va specially much cos she is now sentosa
its soo difficult to meet up with her
-she end school much later than mi
-by the time she travel back form sentosa she will be too tired

went to jiao shop to accompany her
we served the customer
we laughed
we joked
we took lots of pic

jiao & va
when taking pictures PLEASE
dun kept moving back (to make your face to look smaller)
you all move so back that my face looked extremely big
look at thisva, see wat you have done.. my face/head looked soooo huge!
look at this!.. look at jiao!.. she moved so far away from the camera!!..
silly mi.. have the biggest face again
ARHAR! i have learnt my lesson.. i decided to be in the middle
look at these..
some successful stories.....???
LOL..(dun it sounds like some of the advertisement??) i love this pic a lot!me and jiao took act cute pic

va not involved cos she wans to be MATURE
like 20 plus to age of 30
actually the three of us did took some act cute pic but it looks..
a bit weird.. so we deleted

mi and jiao

va and jiao(love them soo much.. nv be replaced)

no matter how much you all have changed
you two are still loved by mi

i like online pool.. lol

2006-06-11T14:07:00.000+08:00
i had a great time!!
bought
-one dress
-3 shirt
-one pair of heels
-some nail art thingy
-one belt

went shopping with maureen..
my dearie
we shopped we eat..
we had high tea at coffee bean
yummy yummy
i took neoprint with her
took many pic too
lol

twin i know you gonna hate mi
haha i went to intercontinental hotel
to use the toilet but nv have i expect myself to be in the
world parallel leather fair of LV, GUCCI, CHRISTIAN DIOR
PRADA, DUNHILL etc..

a sale at a 5 star hotel
it can't be imitation
twin and my sister hates mi when i tell them i was in the fair..
lol

we went home at abt 8plus 9?
forgotten the exact time
guess wat??!!
i saw QY!!
gosh!!
i miss her soooooooooo much!!
we took pictures again
i simply miss the both of them soo much~

after i went home i go to my com again
went online pool
lol
i had lots of fun
playing with wk, johnie, mich, runting
so fun
johnie and wk
i lost bcos the black ball went in by ACCIDENT
i will win all of you all one day

johnie cant believe that you're waking up early
din expect you to wake up early on a sunday
i was like.. WAT WAKING UP IN THE MORNING???
twin had the same reaction as mi
lol
twin even asked johnie to call him when he wakes up as he wanna laugh
then we started giving the number asking him to call us to prove that
he wakes up
however it turn out to be like some jail calling number

i laughed the most when runting came in to the pool
specially the part when mich and wk kept calling him to sit
(in the yahoo pool game, sit is asking the person to be in the game)
as runting nic was fieryboiboi(i think so.. aiya.. something boiboi la)
then mich was like:SSSSSSIIIIIIIITTTTTTT
the wk was like.. sit boiboi sit be good sit
something like that i juz can't stop laughing

i simply love everyone =)

my nephew

2006-06-10T11:20:00.000+08:00
my nephew wayne
isn't he cute?
he will be one year old by 2 july 2006
he came over my house on thursday
he is still learning how to walk
BUT he crawl damn fast
a few times we juz can't get hold of him
my sis.. gonna celebrate his one year old b'dae
at some hotel.. i was like *he is onli a year old muz it make it that big??
all i can say is *da jie, you are rich..*
nevertheless i love ya.. hahaha

maybe i'll be going retail therapy alone at bugis..

nv go his house

2006-06-09T23:24:00.000+08:00
my mood was badly afflected
i mean you are sort of venting your anger on me
HELLO!!! i waited for them
they suddenly wanna stay at home
you think i can force them??
i waited alone
i'm also a victim lor
*i'm not angry with mich,syaza,wk,ade
i'm simply angry cos he raised his voice at mi
the place where he raised his voice at mi on the phone

"because of u all i didn...........
i came back early to tidy cause u all coming.. 4get it.."
then you called confront mi cos hanging up ur call
*i was not right for hanging up but i did say bye*
you wanna invite them to your house
you asked mi to do all the calling
wat the hell man

i'm angry but i will forgive and forget

haha
the happy part
had lots of fun
went shopping with twin and ade
we went to jack's place
my first visit!!
LOL!!
i had fish and chips and twin had chicken cuttle
THE STUDENTS MEAL wahahaha
onli students get to enjoy.. there is soup of day..
the main course.. the drink.. and the....... ICE-CREAM!!!
the best part is its onli $6.50.. LOL
ok!!
let
have
a
game..
guess, whether the ring on the plates is
(a) calamari
(b) onion ring

if you guessed (a) then you are wrong!
its the ONION RING!

well... twin.. its onion ring
accept the fact
lol..

had lots of fun espeacially at metro
the toy part
twin kept playing with 'bon bon'
i really had lots of fun
it seems like the morning incident
has been forgotten
haha
simply love being with you all
:)
always missing the same grp of ppl

fun cinema experience that won't get it again..

2006-06-09T05:40:00.000+08:00

last paper!!! joy to the world...........
went to watch x-men III
at centry square
a 12.25pm show
one minute after the watch starts
it got cut off...
then it came back..
then it got cut off again
!@#$
never had this before
then the management some how
change the slot for us to 1.10pm shows
the manager was nice she allowed us to stay inside the cinema
till the 1.10pm's shows start
we started to play abt in the cinema
we went all the way to the front then
started to treat the slope as a slide
we took afew funny shots.. i named it as the DEAD BODIES

can't really see mi..too dark..
but dun we looked like some dead bodies? LOL

before the 1.10pm's show start we even got our pop-corns and drinks refilled
*something that you won't get it*
we were like so full..after having the pop-corns..
damn it should have buy nachoes instead..
mich.. all i can say abt you is..
you're so cute!! so blur.. so funny.. heex
LOL..

we went to take a train to city hall
guess wat.. the MRT door closed before jec got in..
she was like all alone waiting for the next train at tam
so the grp of us waited for her at simei

we had fun
joking
testing the products
chit-chatting at yoshinoya [jec..(i still remember the pail and the stick thing and the kissing hippo)]
twin.. you're really good at imitating
i also dun name you as my twin for nothing
we really think alike..

overall i had a good time..
i miss many ppl
va,rj,nic,marc,zp,geo,nel(i know you wanna see your name),mau,qy,eil,
vic,gordon,ken,tk, mus,sharul,aunty beebee,audrey,raudah more and more
sorry to many to type it out
pls dun feel that i have forgotten you
if you didn't see your name here
juz that i can't possibly type all here

i love all my friends..
i mean it
爱情和友情比我选择友情。

erm...i dunno

2006-06-07T15:11:00.000+08:00
GONNA FAIL MID TERM TEST
i woke up at 4am to study
and guess wat.. its like 4 more hours i'll be 24 hours nv sleep
very tired at the moment
dun feel like studying

today went to tm to have breakfast
i eat very little cos the noodle turns sloggy
i like eaten for a few mouth then stop eating
then at abt 5 plus we went to i t school to eat..
i shared the rice with ade
again i onli eat a few mouth
the best part is i feel like puking
*oh dear is that a sign?? opps!!*
dinner.. again.. a few mouth onli..
i juz dun feel like eating today

walking pass the i t school toilet
reminds mi of some stupid incident
damn it.. so malu
lol
so pehsai..
hahaha

ade came to my house to ~~study~~ chat
msn and laughing at one another... so fun

notice something?? i'm wearing siglap t-shirt.. my botton is the PE shorts

*something sweet in the library*

i care for the both of you..
but i dun wanna be trapped in the middle
do watever you all wanna do
there is no such thing as 'i'm always right'

i dun wanna study for test..

weird..

2006-06-05T22:43:00.000+08:00
weird.. being treated differently..
the ~~evil~~ good one?

well.. i agree with the saying of it takes 2 to clap
if one always not willing to give in
the other party will always suffer
cos the one who not willing to give in will take it for granted
to have a win win solution...
both should give in and forget the matter

stupid!! the maths paper i can't finish
:( wonder whether i will pass
really not in the mood to study CKT
i wanna slack..
haha
today my maid come
gonna teach her where the things are kept
not bad.. she always smile

YES!!! wednesday is getting nearer and nearer
i wanna go shop shop at.... orchard!!!
then movie too heex!!
can't wait to see wednesday's sun :)

i like the macafe

2006-06-04T22:39:00.000+08:00
erm.. went studying with ade and yue han (china gal)
had so much fun when comparing the prices of items here and china
i like the mac cafe at parkwat parade
the environment is so good i like that place!!!
i shall go there more often.. though its far
then can go shopping after that.. heex

cool!!! i saw i a lot of fishes!!! actually thinking of buying some fishes
to accompany my lonely guppy

cuties goldfishes

i spotted some "highlighter" fishes..
i mean look at the it its like highlighters swimming about

tml gonna have my first mid-term test..
haiz.. will i fail??

i will onli concentrate on my studies

2006-06-04T09:24:00.000+08:00
friday nite..
had a great time with ade
we went to the library and watch jolin's mtv
while on the way home we were discussing
on her dance steps
THIS LOOKS FAMILIAR!!!
said ade... haha.. she was feels that some of the dance
steps looks like the NDP 2001

GUESS WAT... i remembered all the dance steps of all the songs
WAHAHAHA we talked all abt choir then..
i miss everying..
-the choir
-siglap
-my secondary sch classmates
-time we were preparing 'O's
-teachers
-those time when qy,mau,eil,vic and i running abt
in the canteen splashing water at one another
-those time in class joking with the guys
-i miss the practices when preparing for SYF
-working in polar, joking abt with the guys, raudah,goria,aunty bee bee
mus,sharul,audrey,mau and more.. sorry to many to spell out
-i miss those time when i was a christmas cum chinese new year promoter
-i miss everyone's laugher

IF I COULD TURN BACK THE CLOCK

SATURDAY
when out studying with ade
supposed to meet at 8......
but..... overslept and meet at 10 plus onli
thank god din meet twin or he will kill mi
i brought lots of ~~food~~ stuff to the library
WE EAT IN THE LIBRARY
lol..

we then change a venue to study after lunch
we were really studying... NO jokes........ermmm..
yes there is actually.. we took photo then ade said she is
the short version of "zhen zi" the ghost in the ring

zhen zi 'OUCH my head"

overall had a great time.. heex =)

my feeling now

2006-05-31T15:13:00.000+08:00
Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you'd been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel's heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin' proof of what love is about

It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to

i dun wish to see this to happen in us..
but it seems like......... haiz.. no comment

something funny..
today me yong mei(domain) mich weekeat xj
ashley and luqman went to IT school to eat
then went we were outside the food court
mich went to the toliet
we waited and waited but.. she was like very slow
so i decieded to look for her
GUESS WAT??
i went to the male's toliet instead..
the best part is i dun know at all and walked all
the way in.. at first i was like thinking why its looked so different..
i onli notice is when ashley said
'becca you can't read the sign is it??!!!!'
only then i realised i was in the male's toilet
thank God there wasn't any guys....... doing...........
their business..

*so ma lu*

wat the hell you wan!!

2006-05-31T12:28:00.000+08:00
I'm not quite in a good mood
i mean wat the hell do you wan?
you think you're always right?
OH please look around,
look at the people around you..
they are drifting away from you
sometimes i think
you're the one who has attitude problem
I DUN OWE YOU A THING!
you're affecting my life
i dun like it!!!!!!!!!!

well.. lets change the topic
fail CKT test..
well nvm i'll make sure i'll do well for term test..
i promise!!
my fishes are dying
despite spending money on the air pump

overview for today..
i dun like~

i'm sorry, my fishes

2006-05-29T15:18:00.000+08:00
well.. the latest update on my fishes..
2 goldfish and 1 guppy died today..
making the death rate of
3 goldfish and 7 guppies
i went to buy the air pump for my fishes
i dun wish to see the death rate to increase

late for writoral..
cannot late again in this sem..
overall view for today
still no bad..
he was nice to mi..
BUT
there is always 'but'
someone felt left out..
nobody is at fault.. *nobody*
seriously i have no idea wats going on
haiz.. dunno wat to do..
maybe we should
concentrate on mid-term test 1st
thank God the lab test went well

someone told mi
i dun have a stand of my own
think abt it.. he was right..
marcus said that to mi too
haiz..

syaza!!! let come up with a ~~evil~~ plan
to punish..........you know... hahahaha

i wanna watch da vinci code and x-men i dun care!!

wat a sin.. i ate KFC today
yummy!!! its like one month from my last visit
the service was damn slow..

I WANNA GO GREAT SINGPORE SALE!!

i love all my friends.. :)

i dun wanna see this to happen

2006-05-28T22:11:00.000+08:00
till now the death rate still keep
as 6 guppies and one gold fish
but...... i think one gold fish is....
dying..... cos it looks dead but still breathing

haiz.. i'm stress.. with studies.. family.. and
relationship..
haiz.. i think i giving up soon
i like you but.. we are like not click..
we're like always arguing..
i dun wish to see this happen, really
its really killing me.. honestly i'm scared of you
sometimes you are so firece to mi that i'm very stress..
now have to think a lot before i say anything..
even if i really said something wrong you can tell mi
nicely and patiently.. like that song.. yong qi..
i dun wan us to be like that..
i know you're doubting your love too..
haiz.. my school top o-level student said this to mi
'my gal nv really get to see that angry part of
me coz i will always try to prevent that from
happening even if i am angry with her'

""A lasting relationship has to be able to tolerate a
number of mistakes and disappointments.""

i went studying with adeline at expo then
went food fair.. its sooooooo packed with ppl
many ppl grabbing for free samples..
i did manage to have some samples.. yummy :)
i ate... erm.. lasksa.. soup.. bbq sausage and forgotten le
overall.. not bad la..

*i dun wish to see things to go worst..

erm..

2006-05-28T10:50:00.000+08:00
well my guppies..
6 had died.. haiz..
1 gold fish died when i was crying
outside the tampines MRT station..
that gold fish make mi even more sad
last night at 10:30 pm i still rush
down to elias mall to see whether the
pet shop still open.. but... i was too late
(remind mi of 25 minutes sang by MLTR)
i called a lot of people
asking whether they have fish tank
the best part was.. all of them dun have
i call..
xj (message then nv reply.. then i call),
rj(call 4 times also nv pick up),
ade (i dun keep fish),
brenda (i dun have pump),
qy( my fish will eat up your guppies),
uncle ( my fish will eat up your guppies)
nel(i'm going out for late nite movie with zp's family),
marcus (the singtel customer is not available pls try again later)

my fifth call to rj( i'm still outside.. )
but i told her i will go her house to take e pump
as it was 12am le.. my mum and HIM said that its too late
in the end i didn't go to take the pump
i'm such a lousy owner..
derrick said i murdered them.. sob..
i never.. :(

yseterday didn't had fun..
morning i called HIM to say sorry
he was super angry..
i was wrong..
shouldn't have use that word..
i was dumb..
always dumb..
hurting you without knowing..
i very guilty already..

now have 3 songs for him le..
1. yong qi
2. tian mi yue ding
3. ma de li bu si yi

TWIN...
2nd time le..
fell asleep while msn-ing
its like a day after your 1st time attemp of falling asleep while msn-ing
guess there are more to come

sleep very late last night..
my sis and i do our nails
then i pack 4 days of medicine for my dad
slept at about..
3:30??

haha.. going for food fair later..
with adeline..
studying too..
heex..
i love to eat
sleep
play
and... spending time with my love ones!!!